The Proclamation of the Passion

18:28  From that time on, Jmmanuel began to tell his disciples that he would

           have to go to Jerusalem and suffer much from the elders, scribes and

           cheif priests, because he could not help but keep his teaching from them.

18:29a  Peter went up to him and angrily said to him, "May God or Creation

              prevent that!

18:29b  "This had better not happen to you, because they will catch, torture

              and kill you."

18:30  He turned to Peter, became angry and said, "Get away from me,

            Satan, for you are an annoyance, because you are thinking not in spir-

           itual, but in human terms.

18:31  "Simon Peter, again you make me angry and show your ignorant


18:32  "Truly, I say to you:  Because of your ignorance the world will shed

            much blood, because you will falsify my teaching and spread it erro-

            neously among the people.

18:33  "You will be guilty of the dath of many people, the origin of a false

            name for me and the evil insults of calling me the son of God, and

            calling God Creation itself.

18:34  "But you are still under the grace of my long-suffering patience, and

            you can still improve upon your ignorance."

28:10  He walked away, fell on his face and reflected, saying, "If it is possi-

           ble, may this cup pass me by, not according to my will, but may the

           law of destiny be fulfilled, so that I will be enlightened in this secret,

           which I must fathom."

28:11  Returning to his disciples he found them sleeping and so he said to

           Peter, "Can't you watch with me for one hour, so I'm not alone in my

           difficult hour?

28:12  Be awake and great in spirit and in consciousness so that you will

           not be tempted:  The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak!"

28:13  A second time he walked, fell on his face and said, "If it isn't possi-

           ble for this cup to pass me by, I will drink it, so that I may be enlight-

           ened in this secret and fulfill for all time my mission in a faraway


Triple Arcline

I have three upper dimensional team members, very high, very high upper dimensional team members.  They can, and they did, partly for this writing, show themselves as my protection, a triple arcline, something never seen before.

It was during a tantric course in Boulder, CO 1983.  Not a tantric session itself but during that event, Yogi Bhajan was looking right at me, right at me only above, or through or in front of me.  You know;  that stare look where the focus is not directly on the person.  According to the yogi the arcline is a person's protection.  And while yogi Bhajan was looking right at, above or in front of me, he says, "I've never seen this before.  Twice I've seen double arclines.          But I've never seen a triple arcline."  (I think the yogi was taking credit for this......"My tantric course did this.  I created it.")

And what does the yogi do?  He turns to his bishop (or cardinal) budy on stage with him to his left and continues this line of thought, implying that "the bishop has a triple arcline!"  Manipulate?  Create a "new truth?"  It's just a lie.

Shortly under 20 years later, in 3 separate lectures I heard the yogi say, "I'm just a con man."  I was probably the only one who heard that; one time for each of my guides telling me that.

I guess we had to go all the way to the bottom with the cheif pharisee to get it done.

The Proclamation of the Passion

18:28  From that time on, Jmmanuel began to tell his disciples that he would

            have to go to Jerusalem and suffer much from the elders, scribes and

            chief priests, because he could not help but keep his teaching from them.

A con man's creed is "Fake it and make it."  (regarding Chapter 24)

A thief's creed is "Take what you can get from it."  (greedy hoarder thief at that, or king thief.)

A hypocrite's creed is, "I'm the best!" (at the expense of Creation and not even recognizing creation.)

35:38  "But I tell you that no sect is just unless it recognizes Creation alone

            as the highest power and lives according to its laws and command-


35:39  "There will be no sect which preaches truth, knowledge and wisdom.

35:40  "It will be two times a thousand years before the time comes when

            my teaching will be preached anew, without being falsified, when the

            condition of false teachings and sects, the lies, cheating and deceit of

            the conjurers of the dead and spirits, the soothsayers and clairvoyants

            as well as the charlatans will be at their peak.

Don't be convinced by the great signs of yogis who smell like flowers, while their "beloved motherland" is rife with air pollution, over-population, land pollution, water pollution, and massive corruption with the excuse "That's just the way they(we) do things."

The prophet's creed:

33:35  The strength in him was new and his teaching more powerful than


34:1  Jmmanuel preached powerfully saying, "Behold, Creation is above

          humanity, above God and above everything.

However it seems to be working well as this occurrence has forced revisions which are actually improvements to before.                1/27/2019

26:57-58  "The laws say that no event or situation justifies suicide, and this

                   includes suicide carried out by other persons such as hired mur-

                   derers or mercy killers.

26:59  "No matter how much guilt people may incur, or how large their

             burden may be, they have no right to determine their own deaths.

26:60  "Even though Juda Ihariot incurs grreat guilt, he has no right to

             decide over his life and death.

26:61  "Any guilt or mistake leads to understanding and the perfection of

             the spirit.

26:62  "But if people escape from guilt or a mistake by suicide, they flee

             from understanding and responsibility and have to learn the same

             in another life.

26:63  "Thereby the process of perfection of the consciousness and of the

             spirit is delayed, which is not the will of Creation."

26:64  "Either way, suicide is an act of deplorable cowardice and a cal-

             lous disregard of the laws and commandments of Creation."

10:22  "Truly, I say to you:  Many will nevertheless die and shed their blood

            into the sand, because later my teachings will be made into false

            teachings that I never preached and which originate in the minds of

            the scribes and priests.

10:23  "Thereby they will bring the people under their control through belief in

           their false teachings, in order to rob them of their goods and belongings.

10:24  "In all the world there will be wailing and chattering of teeth when the

            blood flows from all those who have made my teachings of wisdom and

            knowledge into false teachings, and when the blood flows from all those

            who in their false belief and through malicious deception believe and

            advocate these false teachings - teachings that are not mine.

I didn't delete the content! Somebody else or others deleted the content. I did change the menu bar! I did that! But I never erased the content; I kept the pages (the content) in the website editor. I had the content ready to upload again in time.

28:55  "There are seven human races living in all the directions of the wind,

            from one end of the earth to the other.

28:56  "God is also lord over them, even thought they serve other gods who

            are also not of this earth.

28:57  "If you consider God as Creation, you are mistaken, and violating the


28:58  "Just as you and I are human, so God is human too, except he is spir-

            itually and in his consciousness more advanced than the human races

            created by him.

15:76  "It will be a time when wars from space begin to threaten, and many
            new gods will seek power to rule over the earth.

had been translated into German and given to the Swiss man.  That portion of the Talmud of Jmmanuel is the REAL "Book of Matthew."

1st draft, 1/31/2019

This was about some mushroom art I had invisioned.  Not being a drawing artist,  I have procrastinated this project.


I was walking across Preuss Road from my apartment; as I approached the sidewalk onto the street, I thought about these damn wars and my life being miserable overall.  It was a Sunday, the last lecture of Yogi Bhajan over the speaker from the temple up the street.

He did some yogic hocus pocus surrounding me, and I shouted out (vocally,) "Shut the f#^%$ up!"  I thought, "20 years wasted with you!"  (More than 20 years, since 4th grade, damn thief. )

One week later he was dead, but I heard about it yet a week after that.

Celestial Sons Endorsement 9/8 & 9/11/16

mid-January 2018

29:45  When the people were gathered, Pilate asked them, "Which one do

            you want me to release, Barabbas, the criminal, or Jmmanuel, who is

            said to be a king of wisdom and the son of an angel?"

29:46  But he knew that the chief priests and elders had bribed the people by

           giving them copper, gold and silver for them to ask for the release of

           Barabbas and the death of Jmmanuel.

29:47  He knew very well that they had turned him over because of envy and

         hatred, since his teaching appealed to the people.

I can't say what the yogi was thinking.  Maybe he knew of that prophecy and took it as a challenge, like he could do a better job than Jmmanuel.  Well he really screwed up.  Shaw of Iran was deposed too;  I think the yogi was all for that; he thought Jimmy Carter was doing a great job.  Iranians loved the Shaw of Iran, therefore the Shaw of Iran was doing the will of the people, therefore doing his job as the emperor.

The indian guru way of doing things:

"Oh, here, let me fix it!"


"Oh, Look what you did!"

For 2 years I saw what looked like liquid gold at the bottom of the pit. "Why aren't they building? And what's that gold stuff?" It wasn't liquid gold, but the signature residue from the particle beam weapon attack on the twin towers. If you touched that "gold stuff" you would disintegrate. You can't find those pictures from the 1st 2 years after 9-11-2001 on youtube anymore. If you can, post them and let us all know.

A question to ask the mushrooms, not once, but various times as appropriate:

What can I do personally to help (or save) the planet?  What is the best thing I can do to help (or save) the planet;  what's my role?

Factory farming is evil perpetrated by the greedy hoarders.*  The attack is mostly upon the beautiful cows and chickens who give humanity so much and in return receive such inhumanity*, humiliation and ingratitude.

So in the lecture the yogi was looking straight at Prem Kaur saying, "Mother Mary wanted to throw baby Jesus in the river."  Why would mother Mary want to throw baby Jesus into the river?

What was Prem Kaur thinking? She was probably thinking this: "Prem Singh (her husband) would be better off without me.  I would want to throw baby Jesus in the river?  There is something wrong with me.  I've got to leave here.  He would be better off without me."  And so she left him and divorced her husband.

When the yogi, years later saw me for the first time, he wasn't smiling.  He was sweating.  I believe he could read auras and things like that.  He had some yogic powers.  When he saw me he knew he screwed up.  You're not given the full story if you're sitting on the chairs of the prophets and they're not your chairs to sit on.

Why would mother Mary want to throw baby Jesus into the river?  Only one reason.

Mary was betrothed to Joseph and she was fully intending to be there for him for all time.  Mary loved Joseph, loved him so much and cared for his feelings.  From the start Mary intended on being a good and loving and faithful wife, a follower of the laws of Creation.  She was a good and loving and true wife from the start.

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The people wanted Barabbas to stay with them, but Barabbas thought, "I've got plunder over there!"

T Mac:  And when we were flirting with the flying saucers and the philosopher's stone trying to coax it out of the matrix, there would be these heated discussions between my brother and myself and the other people in the expidition,  "Why should we do this?  Isn't this going to be like atomic energy or anything esle?  Isn't it going to be used by people to coerce other people to gain control over them?"

At this point the logos was very insistant.  And it said, "You are not to worry about that!  This belongs to the just.  And no one can lay a finger on it unless their heart is pure."

1:02:30 mark of this video

Terence McKenna - Human Soul is the Most Alien thing in the Cosmos

Birthday Gift 2018

Animals and the Other Creatures

Do you know what the twin towers memorial is, the 9-11 memorial?

Can you think of a better memorial than TWO PITS?............... Anybody can think of a better memorial than 2 PITS. Ask anybody and they smile and shake their head in agreement, "Yeah! I can think of a better memorial than 2 pits."

The upper portion of those 2 PITS is water and you can't see what still lies at the very bottom of those pits.

Bullfighting is "Reptilian Sport:"  They love to see the humans get skewered most of all.

Those damn "Reptilians:"  They torture and humiliate the cow family!  May "The Reptilians" die off.  God, place my enemies under my feet.

What I am talking about is communication contact with mushrooms outside of any physical ingestion of the mushroom. Just because one may not be able to perceive consciously the "help" requested does not mean the mushroom is any less capable of giving the help requested, offering insights and perhaps corrections to the requester.

I recommend make a list of things you want to tell the mushroom and tell the mushroom as you write. It can only add to "the sacred experience."     


By the way, 1 month before the terror attack of 9-11-2001, Larry Silverstein took out another $7 Billion insurance on the two towers, insurance specifically in case of a terror attack.

5/2/2019 update

5th grade for me was '69 to '70.

Question, By The Moody Blues       1970

Question Lyrics

I'm looking for someone to change my life.
I'm looking for a miracle in my life.
And if you could see what it's done to me
To lose the love I knew
Could safely lead me through.


28:59  "God and his celestial sons are other human races that have come

            from the far distances of the universe in their machines made of


28:60  "Creation alone stands immeasurably higher than God and his celes-

            tial sons, who are the guardian angels.

28:61  "Alone Creation is the incalculable secret that begets life and thus

            stands immeasurably higher above God and all life.

28:62  "Understand the truth of this teaching, so that you may attain knowl-

            edge and wisdom in truth."

And she can clear the slate if she needs to; and I fully support that.

5:9  "Blessed are those who know about Creation, for they do not follow

        false teachings.                                          Talmud of Jmmanuel

4:41  ..........." because Creation is the immeasurable secret."

In 2018 I was in my RV backed into a parking space on the outer fringe of Home Depot parking lot in Crescent City, right next to the street. Behind me across the street was Starbucks which I went to later that day. Before that, sitting on my bed in the back of my RV, January 14th 2018, the angels sang for me. I heard outside my RV singing from the heavens. I knew it was the celestial sons singing for me on my birthday. It was very comforting - I felt not alone and my heart felt thanks.


When Harbhajan Singh was born, people recognized he was "special."  So very soon he became athe student of an advanced yogi teacher.  Later he became Yogi Bhajan.

He also had a "thief" streak in him.  The boiler room he owned was not illegal, but markup on toner was 10 or 12 times the price, at least.  Also he admitted he had a great desire to rob banks.  I think he was actually the mastermind for at least one bank robbery gang.  I remember at least one lecture he was soliciting prayers, suggesting he might go to prison.

29:43  At the time of the Passover feast, governor Pilate was accustomed to

            releasing to the people whichever one of the prisoners they wanted,

            except those guilty of murder or causing death.

29:44  At this time he had a special prisoner named Barabbas.

29:45  When the people were gathered, Pilate asked them, "Which one do

             you want me to release, Barabbas, the criminal, or Jmmanuel, who is

             said to be a king of wisdom and the son of an angel?"

King of the Juggle

*Corporatism & Crony Capitalism

I sacrifice to the corporation all that is supposed to be yours, therefore I am free from you.

I sacrifice to the bottom line all that is supposed to be yours, therefore I am free from you.

"if you practice love in truth"

21:11  "Truly, truly, I say to you:  If you are knowledgeable and understand-

             ing in spirit and embrace wisdom, and if you practice love in truth and

             don't doubt, you will not only do such things with blind eyes, but

             when you say to the fig tree:  Dry up, it will dry up, or when you say

             to a mountain:  Lift yourself up and throw yourself into the sea, it will

             come to pass.

I didn't know why but I knew I had to send this email out right away, that day, 6/17/2017.

The next day I had the feeling to look at crop circles that might have shown up.

A construction saw blade crop circle in the form of a SUN(son.) No thanks yogi Pharisee, criminal.  (No thanks crime lord) for opening the door for the Islam hub and conquistador invasion "conquistador Catholicism false teachings."

When I first thought again about the 9-11 memorial during the time of 9-8-2016, I must have been thinking lightly of it because I realized my lady and the celestial sons were quite somber about it; thinking of those who had died and how tragic it was/is. Its a terrible tragedy and I'm not sure what happened to those who's bodies disintegrated.


Continuing my rebuttal to Coast to Coast guest, Johathan Cahn:

Excerpt from middle of video (link below):  "Sarah, Listen.  You do not have to worry about this right now.  You do not even have to be aware right now because we're going to fix this. We're breaking down every one of your cells.  We're going to rebuild them and we're going to fix this right now.  So relax and wait for it to be done, because this is not going to be fun."
Now from the start of the video, all the way almost to the end:

Sarah speaking.......
So after going to the emergency room and like hitting rock bottom, and having the doctors tell me I should just switch from Zibolex to Zolof, I decided to go back to the one thing that's really helped, (shows bag of mushrooms), this is a very tiny dose for me. I'm going to do it. And this will be proof if it works. Or better than pharmacueticals on some people,  or, you know, we'll see. I have high hopes. I'm literally praying to the spirit of the universe that it will let me see what I do.

Break from the video.

Hi, Sorry that I didn't continue with (filming?) the trip. but, um, despite the small amount, I was actually completely obliterated by it to the point that I went into a dream-like trance that made me feel like I was asleep, I couldn't stand, I didn't move, I barely could grasp, hold my thoughts. and partially because I hadn't done it in so long that I wasn't used to the effects. Also, partially because of ad bolting(?) And partially because after showing how much I was taking, I obviously took more because I always have that mentality that I could get higher. Um, so anyway......

To say that the effects that this has been, I'm sorry, this has been 5 days after, to say that the effects were substantial is an understatement. To say that my life has changed overnight is an understatement. To say that this is the one thing out of about 9 months of pure hell that I went through that has actually significantly, and when I say significantly, I mean night and day made a mark on my life, made a mark on my recovery, made a mark on my clarity of mind, my peace of mind, my ability to again see outside myself, because depression is a very self-absorbed kind of disease, you're into yourself; you can't really focus on what's going on around you because you're just there's so much going on inside - I'm now able to emphasize with other people. I'm able to see what they're going through, and even seeing strangers in public I'm able to instead of seeing them first as like, negative or kind of like mean people, which I guess you do get when you're kind of depressed, or your anxcious, I see everybody as likable, or initially likable. Or 'likable until proven guilty or whatever.

And honestly, this though, I've been in a great mood for five days I've been positive productive, I've been able to leave the house, I've been going for walks every day, I'm going out, I've been, I've made my boyfriend breakfast, I've done all of this stuff that I could not possibly have done a week ago. Could not possibly have done for the last 9 months! Okay? And that's me being on so many anti-depressants, so many benzos, different types, been on just antidepressants, couldn't move, was the worst point of my life to now being on nothing, no medication, for a week and a half now, no SSRI's, and I would, literally came out of a black hole, because as in the beginning of this video you can see, I was pretty down in the dumps, I was, it was my last straw, this was my last chance of just like, 'It's either this or, I'm f&$#ed, really. And, it worked.

And I'll tell you a bit of the trip before. So, I took the shrooms. I didn't feel anything for an hour. All of a sudden I started getting the come up; I was feeling very nervous. My mom and sister were also in the room, so I wasn't able to fully have a very fun recreational trip, I was, I couldn't cry cuz I didn't want them to hear, I couldn't really say anything. I usually talk to myself during it, like talk myself through it, but I couldn't. So it wasn't like exactly, I wasn't in the clearest mindspace, obviously to choose what to do in the trip, but I just knew that it had to be done.

So as I got higher I had very racing thoughts that didn't make sense, you know the typical common thoughts that are very like elusive, and you're like, 'What the heck am I figuring out?' And then it plateued to a voice in my head that said, quote,

"Sarah, Listen.  You do not have to worry about this right now.  You do not even have to be aware right now because we're going to fix this. We're breaking down every one of your cells.  We're going to rebuild them and we're going to fix this right now.  So relax and wait for it to be done, because this is not going to be fun."

And when I say it was not fun, I tell you it was one of the most painful bad trip I've ever been through in my life.  I could not move.  I was shaking.  I was completely just obliterated.  I had images of how much my friends and family were going thr ough because you could finally see it from an objective point of view, compared to how isolated I had been surrounded by my own problems, and it hurt like a f#^%ing b.  I realized how much I was hurting myself.  And how much I, my negative thought patterns were influencing me.  I lived through that, and, but it knocked me out!  And I've never 'fell asleep' on shrooms before.  I've never been so obliterated, and it's literally like the shrooms told me that was going to happen but they said, 'You don't even have to be here for this.'  That's what they said.  It's like weird.  It's almost like a surgery they performed on my, like they literally knocked me out, performed a surgery on any kind of problems I was having.

And then I woke back up and I was the most sober.  And I had hallucinations a lot.  I was um, I didn't lose my senses have ego loss at all.  I didn't take a very high amount. but it was messed up compared to other times I've had but, to say that it made a significant difference in my life and literally gave me hope again is an 'f'ing understatement.

And I would be happy right now if I wasn't so 'f'ing angry, deeply angry at pharmaceutical industry and the fact that they profit of of using people as guinea pigs, off of hiding legitimate information about accessorizing the dangers of them from the public.  And if you don't believe me, honestly, 'The Hidden Harms of Anti-Depressants' (holds up a magazine article), this is a study by 'the most comprehensive analysis study by the BMJ researchers etc etc etc.'  And this is a legitimate study and if you want to go look it up I'm sure you can google it.  I'll put it in the link but,               it's costing people's lives, to put these drugs on the market that nobody knows how they 'f'ing work a lot of the time, nobody really knows the extent of how SSRI's work.  They are barely better than placebos in so many studies.  Compared to a drug (its not a drug its a plant, or 'spore fruit') that is so harmless that it has been listed as one of the least harmless drugs available, shrooms; completely natural, and has studies prove that not only are there short-term effects of taking one dose, but six months to a year positive effects in people from one dose.  And I am full proof.  And I promise you that I will keep updating you with this and I am on no drugs.  I am not even, I'm going to a psycho pharmacologist today, probably just to debate with him about this. 

But I have been to so many places in western psychiatry that have tried to subscribe me drugs, that have tried to, if I told them that 'This drug is literally driving me insane!' which it did, I was fine, not fine, I was depressed before, but taking siprolex, I went from depressed to borderline psychotic.  And as soon as I came off of them, slowly getting better.  And now, bhhetter!  And better than I had in so long, so much more clear hopeful..... I can read an 'f'ing book again.  And to say that is an 'f'ing miracle on my (be)half.  To say that I could read this magazine, that I wanted to read this magazine, that I can focus long enough is an 'f'ing miracle for the last 9 months.  And to keep this potential serious cure(!), I'm not even an 'f'ing scientist, I'm not a psychotherapist.  If a psychotherapist were to administer shrooms to me, can you imagine what the benefits could have been?  And could be?  And for so many other people too!  around 9:00 mark on the video

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I called into and talked on Coast To Coast AM Thursday, Sept 8th 2016, 1st hour.

My main guardian angel woke me up at 10 o'clock 9/8/2016. But also there to greet me were all the guardian angels of God, the celestial sons, known as the archangels. I thought, "Something must be up! This must be important." I really wanted to go back to bed but got up and stayed up and turned on the radio to Coast To Coast.

It turns out Jonathan Cahn was the guest on Coast to Coast AM that night, which made me know right away why they all woke me up. I wrote an email about it, which is below here. It was reference to 9-11 attack and how that relates to Cahn's "Prophecy of Doom." 9 prophecies relate to the "Prophecy of Doom" and I called in to counter the claim that all 9 prophecies were fulfilled, therefore USA is doomed. The 9th prophecy was NOT fulfilled! They never rebuilt on the site! They could not rebuild on the site, the 9-11 site. And I explain that in the email below.

However, native American prophecies say the end of the USA will occur. Native prophecy is correct:  Something better will happen; the laws of Creation will take precedence throughout the world. Everything good of the US Constitution is fully embraced in the laws of Creation.

That was on 9-8-2016, 3 days before the 9-11-2016 memorial. What happened on the 9-11 memorial? The guardian angels of God, the celestial sons, known as the archangels, in their natural spirit light form, displayed a sculpture of Jmmanuel the teacher, above the 9-11-2016 memorial.


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Animals and other creatures are being abused:  Recognition and disgust of this by the 100th monkey!

I will be adding comments soon on these topics:  Bullfighting, factory farming, pesticides, animal torture (testing), killing millions of innocent animals for "study?"/dissection; what kind of creepy science is that?

Animals have purpose, many obvious wonderful service to humanity and they are being horrendously abused.  This is extreme lack of love/lack of stewardship.  For the human abusers (unknowing participants too), the price is also horrendous spiritually.

26:18  "Those who are rich in wisdom and live according to the laws do not

            allow creatures to suffer even the least hurt, if they are without fault.

Motto of a serial killer:  "Let us see how long he can bear this."

How can I be what I am not and never was and never could be? I am not the son of God. I'm not the son of Creation. Back 2,000 years ago I was not the son of God and I was not the son of Creation. My father 2,000 years ago was angel Gabriel, NOT God. And God is not Creation.

Yet people would talk about me, "He does everything absolutely perfectly. He is absolutely perfect. He is the ideal man.", many would say. Much of it the Sikhs when I first encountered them. And even long into the encounter.

it was natural for me to do the best I could, but I am not the son of God. I cannot be what I am not and never was. Jmmanuel was never the son of God; Jesus was not the son of God, and his name was not Jesus. His name was Jmmanuel.

"the control of what you call god."

10:22  "Truly, I say to you:  Many will nevertheless die and shed their blood

            into the sand, because later my teachings will be made into false

            teachings that I never preached and which originate in the minds of

            the scribes and priests.

10:23  "Thereby they will bring the people under their control through belief in

            their false teachings in order to rob them of their goods and belongings.


At the time of the below email writing I was indoctrinated that the good guys won WWII. Take a good look at it; who won WWII? Communist China (put in place by president Ronsenfeldt), Communist Soviet Union (run by Dzhugesvili who changed his name to Stalin and the Harriman brothers. Dzhugesvili is pronounced Jewgesvili and it means "son of Jewess.) Who else won WWI and WWII? The banksters who owned the western world led by the Rothchild synagogue of satan.  Germany was unjustly attacked twice in a century by the Synagogue of Satan and their goyim (what zionists call their slaves. But Jews are the biggest slaves of zionists.)

Who were the two emperors who knew the greatest threat to humanity and nature was communism(/corporatism/banksterism?) The emperor of Japan and the emperor of Germany.             

1:78  Eleasar begot Mathan.

1:79  Matthan begot Jacob.

1:80  Jacob begot Joseph.

1:81  Joseph was the husband of Mary, the mother of Jmmanuel, who

          became pregnant by a distant descendant of the celestial son Rasiel,

          who was the guardian angel of the secret.

1:82  When Joseph heard of Mary's secret impregnation by a descendant of

          the celestial sons, from the lineage of Rasiel, behold, he was filled

          with wrath and thought of leaving Mary, before he would be married

          to her in front of the people.

1:83  While Joseph was thinking in this manner, behold, a guardian angel,

           sent by the celestial son, Gabriel, who had impregnated Mary,

          appeared and said,

1:84  "Joseph, Mary is betrothed to you and you are her consort; do not leave

          her, because the fruit of her womb is chosen for a great purpose.  Mary

          her in all candor, so that you may be husband and wife before the people.

1:85  "Behold, the impregnation of Mary occurred eleven thousand years

          after the procreation of Adam through the celestial son, Semjasa, to

          fulfill the word of God, the ruler of those who traveled from afar, who

          said through the prophet Isaiah,

1:86  "Behold, a virgin will be impregnated by a celestial son before she is

          married to a man before the people.

Terence is incorrect when he says that the problem is male paradigm vs female paradigm:

It is not a "male/female" issue.

The issue is "false teachings vs true teachings."

The true teachings of Talmud of Jmmanuel came only now though, with applications proof of their truth, instead of the 70's, so what else could Terence do but the best he could do, one of which I am very grateful for was slamming gurus (false prophets.)


13:24  Then the Pharisees went out and held counsel about him, as to how to

            destroy him, since he made known their lies and false teachings

            before the people.

Good people want both the truth and the lie to be preserved so you can prove it for what it is! The only ones who want to destroy any evidence at all are the criminals.

The original Aramaic text of Jmmanuel's scribe called "Talmud of Jmmanuel" was hunted down and a whole village in Lebanon (Christian at the time; all men women and children, the whole village) murdered, destroyed by the Israeli army to keep that information from getting to all of humanity. That is never done with the dead sea scrolls and any other text which supports the false teachings in place.

3:25  "The lie can never withstand the truth, which destroys evil in its fire."

                                                                                                     - John the Baptist

Even if it takes 2,000 years.

There were 50 propaganda films made by Germany during the 3rd Reich. Look at those films!! I challenge you: Look at those 50 propaganda films made in Germany. They were not lies at all; they were films showing the biggest atrocities perpetrated by the Jews (who declared war on Germany 4 times in their newspapers during the 1930's.)

Meanwhile everything from Jew media in the west was total lies: Tens of thousands of Hollywood films, all lies, lies and fabrications and distortions; all the western news and radio and "entertainment" was all lies.

When Joseph Goebles said, "Say a lie long enough, and they'll believe it to be true.", HE WAS OBSERVING WESTERN MEDIA DOING EXACTLY THAT!

Factory Farming

Mary's Love & Devotion To Her Husband Joseph, Her Beloved


What can you say about human laws that violate the laws of Creation, but "bad news for the perpetrators of unjust laws?"

From one perspective it was needed:  The king of the juggle of false teachings.

Hail to the king of the juggle!

Mother Mary is a woman, a human.  What do you expect of her?



A Brief Lesson in the "Law of Logic"

6:20a  "When you fast, you should not look sour like the hypocrites, because

            they put on scowls so that their fasting will be noticed by the people.

6:20b  "Truly, I say to you: They forfeit their reward therein, because they

            fast only for the self-seeking sake of appearances.

6:21-22  "But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face, that you do

               not appear before the people with your fasting, but before your own

               spirit, which is hidden.

6:23  "You fast for the sake of your health and for the expansion of your

          spirit and knowledge.

31:12  But Mary asked, "Yet he was dead and lay here dead, how can he


31:13  The guardian angel answered, "Why are you seeking someone alive

             among the dead?

If you could print all the money you wanted to, thousands of thousands of millions of dollars (a day perhaps), could you have some significant R&D money the past hundred years?..... The Federal Reserve Bank has always refused an audit...... and gotten away with it.......... And gotten away with it?!... Yes....... largely because it says in "the bible" the Jews are the chosen ones.  Who put that in the bible?  The fraudsters did; as they falsified the rest of it too:  See Bad Blood.


Talking to Creation

I listened to a mushroom experiencer on youtube recently who had a shaman guide him on his first mushroom experience.  (I think a person can be their own shaman and have a set of questions to ask the mushrooms.  I am doing it that way:  "Sacred are truth, knowledge and wisdom.") 

The shaman said to this man, "Ask one of your three questions."  The guy said to the mushrooms, "Why am I so screwed up?"  At which point the man was taken back to being a toddler, 3 years old again.  He was walking toward the house and feeling, there is something wrong.  There was something not right.  As he says it, he got to the house and his grandfather's penis was all over him.

He was able to clear out a lot of junk from his psyche with this mushroom experience.

I don't recall ever being molested.

But here is what did happen.  A couple times as a teen I remember my dad volunteering, "Mom said, 'Don't touch those girls.'  I never tetched 'em." meaning my 5 sisters.  "All the other guys did, but I never tetched 'em."  I asked my dad, "They all touched their daughters?"  He said, "They all did, but I never tetched 'em."  So my dad takes his son of 4 years old around to see his farmer buddies and drains his son to hell!  All of his farmer buddies (my dad and mom both agreed,) were molesting their daughters and he takes his son around to visit his "friends" and I was just stunted psychically, spiritually.  Just drained, just totally drained.  And these were 'good Christian men too, "Oh, Jesus will save me."

That was it.  That was it for me.



1:87  "'They will name the fruit of her womb Jmmanuel, which translated

          means 'the one with godly knowledge,' as a symbol and honor to God,

           through whose power and providential care the earth was made to

          bear intelligent human life, through the pairing of the women of earth

          with the celestial sons, the distant travelers of the univers.'

1:88  "Behold, God and his followers came from out of the depths of space,

          delivering themselves from a strong bondage, and creating a new race

          and home with the early women of this earth.

1:89  "God deserves the honor of people of earth, for behold:  He is the true

           originator of the white and of the colored human races of Earth, and

           to him honor should be given.

1:90  "There is no form comparable to him for this human race created by

           him; therefore, people hsould have no other gods besides him, who

           created other human races in other parts of the earth.

1:91  "Outside of God there is nothing of comparable form worthy of repu-

          tation.  Only the omnipotence of all creation reigns over him and his

          celestial sons:  Creation itself, which should be revered.

1:92  "Behold, therefore; over the earth reigns God, the master of the celes-

          tial sons and the people of the white and of the colored races.

1:93  "Behold, therefore; over the earth reigns God, the master of the celes-

           tial sons and the people of the white and of the colored races.

1:94  "God, the lord, is generous in his love, but also terrible in his anger

           when his laws are disobeyed.

Silverstein Tower (across the street.) Silverstein couldn't build on the site of the twin towers; Everytime Silverstein tried to build on ground zero, the foundation disintegrated.  So he had to go across the street.

"We will build bigger and better than before." never happened.

My dad had an opportunity to have a very close relationship with his son, but instead he dissipated the energy out.

I was real young, probably 4, next to my dad and he showed me the back of his right hand.  He had a red mole on the back of his hand.  I smiled thought that was really something.  Then he pointed to the back of my right hand and I had a red mole in the same place.  Wow!

Later in life dad lost his mole.  Mine turned white.

Turban and Raised Eyebrow

Not too much edited; editing is similar to the "Monster Composition"

6:3  "When you give alms, you should not proclaim it, as do the hyp-

        ocrites in the synagogues and on the streets, that they may be praised

        by the people; truly, I say to you: They have forfeited their reward,

        because their alms serve only their selfishness.

6:4  When you pray, you should not be like the hypocrites, who enjoy

       standing and praying in the synagogues and on the corners of the

       streets only for the sake of their selfishness and to be seen by the peo-


6:5  "When you pray, you should call upon the omnipotence of the spirit

        and not babble like the idol worshippers, the ignorant and selfish,

        because they think they are heard when they use many words.


My sister joined 5th grade when I went in to 4th grade. It was September 9th 1968, the first day of my 4th grade class. Mrs. Kluge, eh, she was okay I guess. She wanted to keep the peace so I can’t say she was that bad a teacher. But I met her in the hall 2 years later (everybody else was in class; Kluge and I were the only ones in the hall) and said, "Hi Mrs. Kluge!" and she just walked by, just ignored me. That was really a shock to me; really miffed me then.

I was prim and proper. I don’t think Kluge knew what to do with me. I didn’t want to make waves; I wanted to be quiet. I didn’t want to show a bad side of myself. Kluge would smile at me like, “Oh he’s such a nice boy. (What’s going on with him? What the hell is going on with that kid?”) Possibly because I would stare at her. I guess I learned that from David Spencer (baby sitter’s son) before I even went to school, or 1st grade it was. But anyway, 2nd and 3rd grade teachers loved me! They adored me. I think Kluge was thinking of ways she could "use me" but knew she wouldn't get away with it.

I’m just kind of writing off the cuff here.

There were two girls that were beautiful and dressed really nice and I was really attracted to them. They sat together but they were lacking, very much so. I could tell by any brief conversations I had with them. Snobby and uncaring describes them pretty well, especially the one that moved away soon after.

And there was a conquistador girl in my class, they call them Hispanic. I’m going to say conquistador Catholicism false teachings. She had this kind of wicked attitude, you could call it playful, but, hmm, what can I say about it? She wanted to play; things were alright in her mind. But things were NOT right and I knew it. It was just all wrong. But with the Hispanic girl everything was fine. Everything was good with her. And she liked me a lot. She came from a family of 9 kids I think and her parents came from Mexico.

Back then and through high school it was maybe 10% who were Hispanic. Now its 80 or 90% conquistador Catholicism false teachings there at that school instead of 90% white when I went there. Was that what she was smiling about; she knew that was coming? The takeover? And maybe that was what I knew was wrong; the whites were going down. My race was going down, and my guides knew it and I felt it. That’s my conclusion now even though I wasn’t consciously aware of my guides then.

Mr. Russel taught my sister’s 5th grade class. Seems to me Mr. Russel was the opposite of the dark magicians. My sister loved Mr. Russel and she talked about how great a teacher he was. And she was so happy that I was going to have Mr. Russel for 5th grade teacher. I was going to get whoever my sister had since I was a year following her and that's the way they did things. My mom knew that too.

Biffville was put firmly in place though and I never got Mr. Russel as a teacher. From what my sister said about him, Mr. Russell's calling was to be a teacher. How happy my sister was that I was going to have Mr. Russell as a teacher........... But instead he was “promoted”, no, demoted to principle somewhere.

I got Diversdal for 5th grade. I’m going to say his name so everybody knows. I remember one time he said, the worst thing that could happen in his mind was that his peers would think he was a creep or some such.

I was just trying to be real quiet, not make a peep, not make waves, that’s the way I was doing it. I guess you could call it slim, I was playing the “slim.” Kind of, but I didn’t want “my dad” to come out and display itself; any of that kind of thing. And its like I had to do everything perfect; there's no way I could live up to their expectations.

Diversdal had a habit of sending kids, mostly boys I think, if not exclusively, sending them to the counserlor’s office and then proceed to talk about that kid with the rest of the class. It was evil. It was evil. Totally evil.  I think there were some girls sent to the counsellor's office too; yes, there were.

One time he sent me to the counselor’s office. And at the end of the day when we were all running out to catch the bus, a friend of mine at the time, Steve caught up to me in the hall, “Ross! They talked about you. And it wasn’t good!” I shrugged it off. I think I went 4 times to the counsellor’s office, 3 or 4 it was. And then there were the other times when Bobby Eephrum, a 13 or 14 year old gypsy who was put in our class, Bobby Eephrum and I, for some reason, I don’t know what, he and I were sent outside, regularly, weekly as I recall, to supervise 3rd graders to play baseball............. What? Yeah, that’s what I’m thinking now, “What!?”

It did happen. I remember that. One of the last times I think it was, we pitched to each other. So I’d pitch to Bobby. He’d smack it way out there. I'd keep pitching to him; he'd smack it way out there. Bobby hit everything I sent him! But when I was up to bat I didn’t have the awareness not to swing until I saw what the ball was doing; hey, there’s no umpire. You don’t have to swing if there's no umpire. So he had this wicked curve ball and I’d swing swing swing and never hit it. I was 10. He was 14? So I’d look really bad.

I didn’t know about the dark magicians then. I don’t think any of us did, until they’re on stage now. Was that their intent all along?, “Okay, send him out with Bobby and the class can talk about both of them in the class.” And then the other part about it; “Okay, now he looks really bad (at least in his mind), he looks really bad to the 3rd graders. Okay, job done! Send him back into the 5th grade class with Diversdal.

There were some jocks who later became the football team in high school. For the first half hour to 50 minutes of every single day they would see how much time they could get out of talking sports with Diversdal. And ever day they were successful and smiling about it. One of them, Ron, was “getting out of line” during the day one day and Diversdal snapped really angrily, “Ron! Do you want to go to the counselor’s office?” And Ron backed away, naturally, trying to joke it off and all.

There were some that regularly got sent to the counselor’s office. And I remember looking at that Diversdal guy and saying to myself about this guy standing up there in front of the class, “You’re just a hunch backed old lady gossip. You’re a hunch back old lady gossip.” Later he volunteered that his wife never wanted to have kids.  (He volunteered it so I'm putting it in here.)

One time Steve was sent to the counselor’s office and I was trying to laugh it off what they were saying about him. I’d laugh and say something but the words wouldn’t come; what was I to say? I didn’t have a tongue to talk, or what to talk about, you know? I tried to say something, but it just made it worse: “Oh, he’s awkward.” That was not the thing to say; I couldn't say anything.

Why was the guy trying to put people down. Control with fear was part of it; divide and conquer, we were the enemy to him. How can you have friends in that kind of scene. I found out later, studying the subject in 7th grade, Diversdal was basically a communist North Korea prisoner of war camp commander.

One time a girl really got pissed off and she exploded. “What you’re doing is wrong! You’re sending kids to the counselor’s office! This is wrong!”  Bless her. Bless her! Bless her! Bless her! and her parents too. Diversdal argued a bit with her. But then she said, “I told my parents about this and they said what you’re doing is wrong!” Diversdal hemmed and hawed, “eh, hmm hm hm hm. Well its time for social studies. Everybody get your social studies books out.”

What he did was grounds for lawsuit, big time!

We had a writing assignment and I wrote about some monsters, you know, Frankenstein and whatever I could think of. I showed my composition to a girl I considered very intelligent, she was very intelligent, Cindy B. Cindy liked what I wrote. She really liked it; it grabbed her. I felt it a big compliment that she liked what I wrote. She pleaded and pleaded for Diversdal to read what I wrote to the class. And he was just, “Oh this is junk. Forget it.” I saw the whole thing from a little distance and may have heard some of it. I definitely saw his body language, and then with a huff he finally he gave in. And he read my composition to the class and he butchered it, rolling his eyes and other body language as if saying, "Oh this is really stupid." I do remember one time he paused because he got something out of it, but he shrugged that off too, continuing with, "Oh, this is stupid."-kind of gestures and said so in so many words.

Cindy was really sorry about the whole thing and she came to me right after and said so. I think it depressed her. She really felt bad for that "set up."

Why do some people not like you? Why do some people not like you? Envy and hatred?

End of 6th Grade

So this girl, she was kept back a year and was now in my 6th grade class. Instead of her going to 7th grade, they kept her back in 6th grade, my 6th grade. Set up by the dark magicians for her to be held back? Now I’m thinking "Maybe so. Yep. Sure fits."

I didn’t talk to this girl much. We didn’t have much in common. But then one day we were at the swimming pool, wonderful, the high school swimming pool. It was close to the deep end and you couldn’t stand up without being fully immersed under the water. This girl with her curvy body was next to the edge holding on to the edge talking to somebody outside the pool I assumed. and underneath in the water were her feet moving back and forth. Well I saw her curvy body and just instinctively went up and grabbed around her waist. It was a shock for her (me too I think) and I had fear.

From swimming class on the bus trip back to school, I was saying these things, words were coming out of my mouth. One-liners. Maybe it was because she was attracted to me it was pulling these words out of my mouth. What was going on here? Was I courting this girl? The words were that way and where was this coming from?

That day ended and I thought, “I can get back at this Diversdal.... 'I can do it better than you can ever imagine you damn creep'.” Diversdal was into Paul Newman. He’d always talk about Paul Newman and Vince Lombardi. And OJ Simpson and who's that white basketball player of the time? Pete? Pete Meridith was it?* He wanted to be those guys, especially Vince Lombardi; he wanted to make "those guys." And I fell right into his trap**; a worldly man, a “world” world man. A fake. And that’s what I was. I faked it. i woooooed that girl, but it wasn't me. It was fake.         * I've got nothing against those guys. I don't know about OJ to comment.

** Good news is Diversdal was transferred out of the classroom with kids and became principle somewhere.

I didn’t know I was falling into his trap. My intent was, "I'm going to show this damn creep!" So what do I do? How can I do this? Well, Clark Gable was the guy to do it with. I copied Clark Gable. And I’d raise the eyebrow up, you know, one eyebrow higher than the other. The eyebrow thing was easy form me; gave me more confidence, "I can do this, easy!" I’d practice being like Clark Gable. Clark Gable was my model. Robert Wagner does the same thing, raise the eyebrow. And all night every single night, I’d stay up and have a restless night full of fear thinking of one-liners to say to the girl the next day. I'd think, "2 months left in the school and move onto another school and leave them with a grand exit. I can do this. I can deal with the fear until then."

So I did. And the fear came back at me after that. "There’s no way I’m going to continue this. No way. I’m just not going to do it. It’s not me." I thought. How can I be something I'm not?....... Not all those words, more like, "No way, I'm done." It wasn't me. It was fake.  (Fake for me.  I'm not saying Clark Gable is a fake.)

That summer, I spent countless hours staring at the phone trying to work up the courage to call that girl. I would pick up the phone, started dialing, and then hang up. Maybe even dialled, got the ring on the other end and I’d hang up.

She wanted somebody I’m not. It wouldn’t work anyway. I met her sister on the sidewalk and she was really pissed off at me, “Why haven’t you called her!? Why are you doing this? Don't you know how she feels?” I didn't say anything.

The way I felt after pondering it the time thereafter was, "I was in turmoil and building up all this fear and she couldn't see it?" What do I owe an unfeeling woman who couldn't see what I was going through; she was like that conquistador girl. She couldn't see how I felt? In the years to follow, those two girls, the focused upon white girl and the conquistador Catholicism false teachings girl became good friends. By the way, Diversdal was white.

Uncontrollable, spontaneous crying outbursts/episodes throughout the years to follow...... until 1977 when everything just went dead.

Right after 6th grade though, one of the neighberhood kids, Stan who was a year younger than me, asked me, "What did you do Ross!? What did you do?!" I said, "What are you talking about?". He said, "Miss Salvo talks about you all the time. She can't stop talking about you. What did you do?" (Miss Salvo was my 6th grade teacher, and now Stan's teacher.)  I shrugged my shoulders, I didn't want to think about it..... It wasn't me........ It was just a fear dude.

It's been an experience.

The Zionists felt the same about Germany (and before that Russia) as they felt about Jmmanuel. (not really; both Russia and Germany had only the false teachings of an evil sect, whereas Jmmanuel had the true teachings given to him by the saints of God and the celestial sons. Indeed a large part of the downfall of Germany was the German people creating 2,500 churches, both protestant and catholic from 1933 to 1939 with the full blessing of the 3rd Reich and emperor Adolf Hitler.)

At first, after WWII, when I was a kid in the 60's, "Made in Japan" was a joke, it always broke! But after awhile everybody wanted "Made in Germany" and "Made in Japan" again; envy and hatred was what attacked Germany and Japan; Zionists and their paid for slaves. (The rest of Japan probably saw that Sony and Toyota and Kawasaki and other companies were staying successful making good products the way the Japanese naturally would do things and not getting bashed by envy and hatred for doing it, so Japanese people concluded, "We'll make products the way we naturally make them too, very well."

The propaganda lies perpetrated by western media run by the Jews funded by the Zionists:

9:37  However, the Pharisees spoke, "He drives out the evil spirits through

          their chief, and he blasphemes God, our Lord."

9:38a  And among themselves they spoke, "Who is this Jmmanuel, who pos-

           seses greater wisdom and greater knowledge than we!

9:38b  "His teachings are mightier and more correct than ours, so he endan-

            gers us.

9:38c  "We must try to seize him, so that he will suffer death."


What Terence says in his videos is right in line with the times those lectures were given, and the modern-day-Pharisee control of the situation(s) of those times.

Terence McKenna ~ Dreaming Awake at the End of Time

Rebuttal to some of Terence McKenna's comments in the above video,

Yes, your sarcastic comment Terence is actually the truth:
Jews created communism. Carl Marx came from a long line of rabbis. Moses Helms, the father of Zion, taught Carl Marx all he knew about the communist ideology. The father of communism was so revered by Israel that Israeli authorities exhumed his body and sent it back to Israel to be buried there.

President Rosenfeldt funded Mao in the 1930's partially by providing the American air force called the Flying Tigers; a large number of US fighter planes (P-40 Warhawks) and medium sized bombers piloted by US pilots to make sure communism got a foothold in China; US pilots in US airplanes perpetrating bombing raids on Japanese cities (for Mao), BEFORE WWII ever started.

Dzhugesvili (How do you pronounce that? Exactly!; they put in this crazy lettering of the Russian language so you don't know how to pronounce it! Who did? Dzhugesvili is pronounced Jew-gesvili. It means "son of Jewess". Dzhugesvili was Stalin's name before he changed it to Stalin.

The 1917 invasion of Russian and surrounding countries the Jewish-owned western media called "The Russian Revolution" was the destruction/enslavement of the white race of Russia and surrounding countries. "The Russian Revolution" was the Jewish takeover of all those countries, and then the murder of 100 million white people:
Vladimir Lenin - Jew
Trotsky - Jew (from lower Manhattan, where the communist party headquarters still is today.)
Kominev - Jew
Swerdlow - Jew

How does 100 million white people murdered compare to 6 million in a Holocaust that never happened? Do you know if I even were to say this in Germany or France and 18 other surrounding countries I would be put in prison for 3 years? Where did they learn this communism they are perpetrating in western Europe? Maybe you can get an idea from these passages ("Where then is the freedom of speech, thought and opinion."..... They had been bribed.):

29:53 The people shouted, "Crucify him! Have him crucified!"

29:54a But the governor was not willing and asked very angrily, "What evil thing has he done that you want him crucified?

29:54b "He only taught a new doctrine, and for this he shall suffer death? Where then is the freedom of speech, thought and opinion?"

Does that not describe how communists themselves got their foothold?

Yalta Agreement: Winston Churchill (mother was a Jew), Rosnedfeldt, and Jewgesvili.
"Churchill's War" by David Irving

Am I so really down on Jews? My parents and their friends won the war(s) for the Synagogue of satan! Who is not this world's enemy?         I'm not. And I'm NOT going to cry out, "My relatives were the good guys!  They fought against Germany and Japan in WWII."

1:95  "Mary's impregnation is God's law, so you, Joseph, are to be her hus-

           band in matrimony."

The Birth of Jmmanuel

1:96  Joseph, however, when he heard that, was mindful of his devoutness

          to God's laws, so he brought Mary home and married her before the


1:97  At that time a decree went out from Emperor Augustus, that all the

          world shoud be taxed.

1:98  This census was the first of its kind and occurred at the time that

          Cyrenius was governor in Syria.

1:99  All went to their own towns, so that they could be counted.

1:100  Joseph of Galilee, of the town of Nazereth, also went with his wife

             Mary to the Judaic land of the city of David, which is called

             Bethlehem, because he was of the house and lineage of David,

1:101  in order to be counted with his wife Mary, who was pregnant by the

           celestial son Gabriel from the lineage of Rasiel.

1:102  When they were there, the time came for her to give birth.

1:103  Since they could find no shelter, they spent the night in a stable.

1:104  And Mary bore her first son in the straw, wrapped him in cloth, and

             put him in a manger near the animals, because otherwise there was no

             room in the inn.

my focus of purpose .org

Note: His name is "God" therefore it should be a capital G. God in his language means "king of wisdom."


Intelligence Humor

T Mac talking to a high intelligence:

HI:  "I've been on earth 50,000 years."

T Mac: "Living in a cow pie?"

HI:  "What can I say? I'm a mushroom. Living's cheap."

The raised eyebrow is not me, turban is not me.


A couple months or so ago, my upper dimensional team member came to me, very excited said in mental voice to me, "We can fix everything! We can fix it all!!" Very excited! I was happy to hear what my team member was saying, but didn't know the details; at the time I was not too inspired; another ho-hum day trying to "grind it out", you know? But that was then. Here is new hope:

After extensive research reviewing videos of people's experiences with "magic mushrooms" I notice much talk of consciousness raising.

Terence Mckenna has said (paraphrasing if not exact words) that "The mushroom is the only psychedelic that will talk to you.... And it will talk and talk and talk!" Other people's reports confirm this but also that what the mushroom says is very profound.

"Eat this plant and you will come into your birthright." - Terence Mckenna

I believe a reverence to Creation in the form of mushrooms will bring better results. Reverence, awe, gratitude and heart-felt service to Creation in communication with mushrooms I believe can bring wonderful results for those seeking communication with Creation. I have experienced this myself without having ever taken one single magic mushroom. (And its only been 4 days of doing this folks!)

I have never tried shrooms, but already I have great success with this my first direct conscious communication with "Creation"; The mushroom is the closest thing I have found to communicating with all of Creation; it has helped me immensely.

The reason I believe in magic mushrooms without ever trying them, without ever ingesting a single one, is because of what I have gained from just connecting in mind with mushrooms. But what started me off was listening to testimonials of people's experiences with magic mushrooms, describing their communications with mushrooms.

It makes me feel I'm not alone. Creation is with me and for me. I know I'm not alone anymore.

I don't agree with a lot of what Terence McKenna says.
Terence McKenna - Sacred Plants as Guides: New Dimensions of the Soul - Part 1

Terence McKenna - Sacred Plants as Guides: New Dimensions of the Soul - Part 2
Video 48:00 minute mark:
"The original description of psychedelics was that they were consciousness expanding drugs (not drugs, they are plants). Well if we take the idea that they are "consciousness expanding" seriously, for even a moment, then we have to put a lot of attention in on this because its the absence of consciousness that is murdering us and our planet. We need all the consciousness we can get. We need to ring it out of computers, get it out of plants, raise it in ourselves and our children; wherever we can get it, we need it. And the present situation with the planet is very dire, very dire because of us. Our unchecked evolution in a single direction the gradient of culture has now created a toxic planet that is an endangered planet.

Since this situation has arisen entirely within the confines of history, aren't we going to have to look outside the confines of "history" in order to address this problem? I think so. When we do look outside history, then we find the institution of plant shamanism there, waiting to inform us, to educate us, and to show us how to set a course out of the present dilemma. I don't think we can find our way out by ourselves. I don't think we can get high by ourselves. And I don't think as a species we can save this planet by ourselves. We have to have a partner. We have to get an ally into this situation.

In closing and as an example, the mushroom has a tremendous problem solving ability. And because we can talk to it, we can ask it questions. We can actually get a non-human perspective on human problems.
Me, Ross Purviance talking now:

Talking to the mushrooms, I thought of many questions and many things I wanted. My list was pretty full, 3 pages encouraged by my pendulum, and I couldn't think of much more to ask about or request. Then I thought of a general overall request/command, and it turns out as I am writing this now I realize this general overall request/command is exactly akin to a baby's request(/demand), and so I repeated it at various intervals:

Help me mushrooms.

Help me mushrooms.

Help me mushrooms.

Help me mushrooms. Help me                       mushrooms.

Eventually I recognized a "neediness" in my repeated request/demand, but I was still making great progress with that mantra, so I just kind of let it go (and let the mushroom take care of that too, though I may not have said it that way); in my mind talk I was mentally vocalizing, "Help me mushrooms.", but just the mere thought that it sounded needy to me conveyed that sentiment to the mushrooms and the mushrooms fixed it! It fixed it! (Keep in mind I am not taking mushrooms while doing this; I have never taken a magic mushroom. I am merely communicating to the mushrooms without getting "high on them." The mushrooms are hearing and honoring my requests and communications with them.)

The next morning I was repeating the mantra again, but at some point it wasn't just a repetition. Something changed about the mantra! What was it? I slowed down and pondered a bit and listened to what I was saying. The mantra had indeed gotten re-wired. Instead of "Help me mushrooms." it had become:

"Mushrooms, help me.", then, "Mushrooms help me." Yes, they do! Mushrooms do help me.
So I would draw upon one or the other of those two statements as needed (mostly the 1st one, but realizing

in the back of my mind the 2nd one),
Mushrooms, help me.
Mushrooms help me.

And then I found myself saying this,
Mushrooms, help me............. Thank you.

Mushrooms, help me............. Thank you.

Mushrooms(,) help me. Thank you.

Talking to mushrooms is the only way I have found to talk directly to Creation, or is it mother earth herself?

are the ears and voice
of Mother Earth,
and she will respond to her children,
and she is the best therapist.

3:27  John, however, refused him and spoke, "I certainly need to be bap-
         tized by you, because you possess greater knowledge than I, and you
         come to me?"

3:28  But Jmmanuel answered him, "let it happen so now, because it is fit-
         ting for us to fulfill all justice, since we are both sons of the earth."

Back to the video transcript of Terrance McKenna around the 51 minute mark:
"In closing and as an example, the mushroom has a tremendous problem solving ability. And because we can talk to it, we can ask it questions. We can actually get a non-human perspective on human problems. A few weeks ago I made this statement to a group of people somewhere and after the talk was over, somebody came up to me and said, "So why don't you ask the mushroom how to save the world?"

And I just put it off; thought it was the wrong attitude. But then later I wondered about this question and how to save the world and I thought, "Well maybe I've been too circumspect with the mushroom. Maybe I should just put it to it. So I carried out the experiment and put to them, "How do we save the world?" And now I don't offer this as the solution. I'm going to tell you the mushroom's answer so you can see our backs aren't quite to the wall yet. There are still avenues to be explored. I said to the mushroom, "How can we save the world?" There was a hesitation of 1/3rd of a second approximately. And then the mushroom said, "No woman should raise more than one natural child."

And I said, "What!?" And it said, "No woman should raise more than one natural child." So I took that home with me and I thought about it. Here are the consequences of following that piece of advice: The population of the earth would be cut in half in 50 years. 50 years following that it would be cut in half again. 50 years after that, in half again. In 150 years the population of the earth could be under a billion people. Nobody was shot. No wars were fought. No one was told they could not have a child. No one was coerced. No one was starved.

Then I started looking into this thing about children and population."               Video ~52:45 mark.