My main guardian angel woke me up at 10 o'clock 9/8/2016. But also there to greet me were all the guardian angels of god, the celestial sons, known as the archangels. I thought, "Something must be up! This must be important." I really wanted to go back to bed but got up and stayed up and turned on the radio to Coast To Coast.

It turns out Jonathan Cahn was the guest on Coast to Coast AM that night, which made me know right away why they all woke me up. I wrote an email about it, which is below here. It was reference to 9-11 attack and how that relates to Cahn's "Prophecy of Doom." 9 prophecies relate to the "Prophecy of Doom" and I called in to counter the claim that all 9 prophecies were fulfilled, therefore USA is doomed. The 9th prophecy was NOT fulfilled! They never rebuilt on the site! They could not rebuild on the site, the 9-11 site. And I explain that in the email below.

However, native American prophecies say the end of the USA will occur. Native prophecy is correct:  Something better will happen; the laws of Creation will take precedence throughout the world. Everything good of the US Constitution is fully embraced in the laws of Creation.

That was on 9-8-2016, 3 days before the 9-11-2016 memorial. What happened on the 9-11 memorial? The guardian angels of God, the celestial sons, known as the archangels, in their natural spirit light form, displayed a sculpture of Jmmanuel the teacher, above the 9-11-2016 memorial.


My dad had an opportunity to have a very close relationship with his son, but instead he dissipated the energy out.

I was real young, probably 4, next to my dad and he showed me the back of his right hand.  He had a red mole on the back of his hand.  I smiled thought that was really something.  Then he pointed to the back of my right hand and I had a red mole in the same place.  Wow!

Later in life dad lost his mole.  Mine turned white.

*Corporatism & Crony Capitalism

I sacrifice to the corporation all that is supposed to be yours, therefore I am free from you.

I sacrifice to the bottom line all that is supposed to be yours, therefore I am free from you.

See Mandela Effect.

"if you practice love in truth"

21:11  "Truly, truly, I say to you:  If you are knowledgeable and understand-

             ing in spirit and embrace wisdom, and if you practice love in truth and

             don't doubt, you will not only do such things with blind eyes, but

             when you say to the fig tree:  Dry up, it will dry up, or when you say

             to a mountain:  Lift yourself up and throw yourself into the sea, it will

             come to pass.

Refresh pages often.

1:95  "Mary's impregnation is god's law, so you, Joseph, are to be her hus-

           band in matrimony."

The Birth of Jmmanuel

1:96  Joseph, however, when he heard that, was mindful of his devoutness

          to god's laws, so he brought Mary home and married her before the


1:97  At that time a decree went out from Emperor Augustus, that all the

          world shoud be taxed.

1:98  This census was the first of its kind and occurred at the time that

          Cyrenius was governor in Syria.

1:99  All went to their own towns, so that they could be counted.

1:100  Joseph of Galilee, of the town of Nazereth, also went with his wife

             Mary to the Judaic land of the city of David, which is called

             Bethlehem, because he was of the house and lineage of David,

1:101  in order to be counted with his wife Mary, who was pregnant by the

           celestial son Gabriel from the lineage of Rasiel.

1:102  When they were there, the time came for her to give birth.

1:103  Since they could find no shelter, they spent the night in a stable.

1:104  And Mary bore her first son in the straw, wrapped him in cloth, and

             put him in a manger near the animals, because otherwise there was no

             room in the inn.

5/2/2019 update

5th grade for me was '69 to '70.

Question, By The Moody Blues       1970

Question Lyrics

I'm looking for someone to change my life.
I'm looking for a miracle in my life.
And if you could see what it's done to me
To lose the love I knew
Could safely lead me through.


The Proclamation of the Passion

18:28  From that time on, Jmmanuel began to tell his disciples that he would

           have to go to Jerusalem and suffer much from the elders, scribes and

           cheif priests, because he could not help but keep his teaching from them.

18:29a  Peter went up to him and angrily said to him, "May God or Creation

              prevent that!

18:29b  "This had better not happen to you, because they will catch, torture

              and kill you."

18:30  He turned to Peter, became angry and said, "Get away from me,

            Satan, for you are an annoyance, because you are thinking not in spir-

           itual, but in human terms.

18:31  "Simon Peter, again you make me angry and show your ignorant


18:32  "Truly, I say to you:  Because of your ignorance the world will shed

            much blood, because you will falsify my teaching and spread it erro-

            neously among the people.

18:33  "You will be guilty of the death of many people, the origin of a false

            name for me and the evil insults of calling me the son of God, and

            calling God Creation itself.

18:34  "But you are still under the grace of my long-suffering patience, and

            you can still improve upon your ignorance."

28:10  He walked away, fell on his face and reflected, saying, "If it is possi-

           ble, may this cup pass me by, not according to my will, but may the

           law of destiny be fulfilled, so that I will be enlightened in this secret,

           which I must fathom."

28:11  Returning to his disciples he found them sleeping and so he said to

           Peter, "Can't you watch with me for one hour, so I'm not alone in my

           difficult hour?

28:12  Be awake and great in spirit and in consciousness so that you will

           not be tempted:  The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak!"

28:13  A second time he walked, fell on his face and said, "If it isn't possi-

           ble for this cup to pass me by, I will drink it, so that I may be enlight-

           ened in this secret and fulfill for all time my mission in a faraway


A con man's creed is "Fake it and make it."  (regarding Chapter 24)

A thief's creed is "Take what you can get from it."  (greedy hoarder thief at that, or king thief.)

A hypocrite's creed is, "I'm the best!" (at the expense of Creation and not even recognizing creation.)

35:38  "But I tell you that no sect is just unless it recognizes Creation alone

            as the highest power and lives according to its laws and command-


35:39  "There will be no sect which preaches truth, knowledge and wisdom.

35:40  "It will be two times a thousand years before the time comes when

            my teaching will be preached anew, without being falsified, when the

            condition of false teachings and sects, the lies, cheating and deceit of

            the conjurers of the dead and spirits, the soothsayers and clairvoyants

            as well as the charlatans will be at their peak.

Don't be convinced by the great signs of yogis who smell like flowers, while their "beloved motherland" is rife with air pollution, over-population, land pollution, water pollution, and massive corruption with the excuse "That's just the way they(we) do things."

The prophet's experience:

33:35  The strength in him was new and his teaching more powerful than


34:1  Jmmanuel preached powerfully saying, "Behold, Creation is above

          humanity, above god and above everything.

However it seems to be working well as this occurrence has forced revisions which are actually improvements to before.                1/27/2019

26:57-58  "The laws say that no event or situation justifies suicide, and this

                   includes suicide carried out by other persons such as hired mur-

                   derers or mercy killers.

26:59  "No matter how much guilt people may incur, or how large their

             burden may be, they have no right to determine their own deaths.

26:60  "Even though Juda Ihariot incurs grreat guilt, he has no right to

             decide over his life and death.

26:61  "Any guilt or mistake leads to understanding and the perfection of

             the spirit.

26:62  "But if people escape from guilt or a mistake by suicide, they flee

             from understanding and responsibility and have to learn the same

             in another life.

26:63  "Thereby the process of perfection of the consciousness and of the

             spirit is delayed, which is not the will of Creation."

26:64  "Either way, suicide is an act of deplorable cowardice and a cal-

             lous disregard of the laws and commandments of Creation."

10:22  "Truly, I say to you:  Many will nevertheless die and shed their blood

            into the sand, because later my teachings will be made into false

            teachings that I never preached and which originate in the minds of

            the scribes and priests.

10:23  "Thereby they will bring the people under their control through belief in

           their false teachings, in order to rob them of their goods and belongings.

10:24  "In all the world there will be wailing and chattering of teeth when the

            blood flows from all those who have made my teachings of wisdom and

            knowledge into false teachings, and when the blood flows from all those

            who in their false belief and through malicious deception believe and

            advocate these false teachings - teachings that are not mine.

had been translated into German and given to the Swiss man.  That portion of the Talmud of Jmmanuel is the REAL "Book of Matthew."


I was walking across Preuss Road from my apartment; as I approached the sidewalk onto the street, I thought about these damn wars and my life being miserable overall.  It was a Sunday, the last lecture of Yogi Bhajan over the speaker from the temple up the street.

He did some yogic hocus pocus surrounding me, and I shouted out (vocally,) "Shut the f#^%$ up!"  I thought, "20 years wasted with you!"  (More than 20 years, since 4th grade, damn thief. )

One week later he was dead, but I heard about it 2 weeks after I had said that.

Celestial Sons Endorsement 9/8 & 9/11/16

mid-January 2018

29:45  When the people were gathered, Pilate asked them, "Which one do

            you want me to release, Barabbas, the criminal, or Jmmanuel, who is

            said to be a king of wisdom and the son of an angel?"

29:46  But he knew that the chief priests and elders had bribed the people by

           giving them copper, gold and silver for them to ask for the release of

           Barabbas and the death of Jmmanuel.

29:47  He knew very well that they had turned him over because of envy and

         hatred, since his teaching appealed to the people.

5/27/2020  I remember sitting in the car and being drained the whole time.  That's all I remember.  (and then being like my dad.)

They feed each other's unscrupulousness and uncoothness like they are feeding their own identity - Country Hicks.

Get rid of the false identity, recognize your true identity as perfection of the spirit.

I can't say what the yogi was thinking.  Maybe he knew of that prophecy and took it as a challenge, like he could do a better job than Jmmanuel.  Well he really screwed up.  Shaw of Iran was deposed too;  I think the yogi was all for that; he thought Jimmy Carter was doing a great job.  Iranians loved the Shaw of Iran, therefore the Shaw of Iran was doing the will of the people, therefore doing his job as the emperor.

The indian guru way of doing things:

"Oh, here, let me fix it!"


"Oh, Look what you did!"

For 2 years I saw what looked like liquid gold at the bottom of the pit. "Why aren't they building? And what's that gold stuff?" It wasn't liquid gold, but the signature residue from the particle beam weapon attack on the twin towers. If you touched that "gold stuff" you would disintegrate. You can't find those pictures from the 1st 2 years after 9-11-2001 on youtube anymore. If you can, post them and let us all know.

Animals and other creatures are being abused.

Bullfighting, factory farming, pesticides, animal torture (testing), killing millions of innocent animals for "study?"/dissection; what kind of creepy science is that?

Animals have purpose, many obvious wonderful service to humanity and they are being horrendously abused.  This is extreme lack of love/lack of stewardship.

Motto of a serial killer:  "Let us see how long he can bear this."


When reading The Power Of Now, substitute the word God for the word Creation.  You'll get a much better feel for things.

Angel Michael, angel Gabriel, angel Rasiel are among the celestial sons the followers of god, the great ruler from out of space.  The celestial sons speaking to Jmmanuel:

4:38  "They believe that god is Creation itself and not the ruler of the celes-

          tial sons and these human races.

4:39  "Earth people attribute to him the omnipotence of Creation and glo-

          rify him as Creation itself.

4:40  "But god is a person, like all the celestial sons and the human races,

          except vastly greater in conscousness than they.

4:41  "Creation, however, is of immeasurably higher standing than god, the

          lord over the celestial sons and human races, because Creation is the

          immeasurable secret.

1:87  "'They will name the fruit of her womb Jmmanuel, which translated

          means 'the one with godly knowledge,' as a symbol and honor to god,

           through whose power and providential care the earth was made to

          bear intelligent human life, through the pairing of the women of earth

          with the celestial sons, the distant travelers of the univers.'

1:88  "Behold, god and his followers came from out of the depths of space,

          delivering themselves from a strong bondage, and creating a new race

          and home with the early women of this earth.

1:89  "God deserves the honor of people of earth, for behold:  He is the true

           originator of the white and of the colored human races of Earth, and

           to him honor should be given.

1:90  "There is no form comparable to him for this human race created by

           him; therefore, people should have no other gods besides him, who

           created other human races in other parts of the earth.

1:91  "Outside of god there is nothing of comparable form worthy of repu-

          tation.  Only the omnipotence of all creation reigns over him and his

          celestial sons:  Creation itself, which should be revered.

1:92  "Behold, therefore; over the earth reigns god, the master of the celes-

          tial sons and the people of the white and of the colored races.

1:93  "God is the lawgiver of this human race, and therefore, his wishes

           should be fulfilled by man and woman..

1:94  "God, the lord, is generous in his love, but also terrible in his anger

           when his laws are disobeyed.


Do you know what the twin towers memorial is, the 9-11 memorial?

Can you think of a better memorial than TWO PITS?............... Anybody can think of a better memorial than 2 PITS. Ask anybody and they smile and shake their head in agreement, "Yeah! I can think of a better memorial than 2 pits."

The upper portion of those 2 PITS is water and you can't see what still lies at the very bottom of those pits.

Bullfighting is "Reptilian Sport:"  They love to see the humans get skewered most of all:  When the bull wins and even goes into the stands, oh that is joyous fun.



By the way, 1 month before the terror attack of 9-11-2001, Larry Silverstein took out another $7 Billion insurance on the two towers, insurance specifically in case of a terror attack.


When Harbhajan Singh was born, people recognized he was "special."  So very soon he became athe student of an advanced yogi teacher.  Later he became Yogi Bhajan.

He also had a "thief" streak in him.  The boiler room he owned was not illegal, but markup on toner was 10 or 12 times the price, at least.  Also he admitted he had a great desire to rob banks.  I think he was actually the mastermind for at least one bank robbery gang.  I remember at least one lecture he was soliciting prayers, suggesting he might go to prison.

29:43  At the time of the Passover feast, governor Pilate was accustomed to

            releasing to the people whichever one of the prisoners they wanted,

            except those guilty of murder or causing death.

29:44  At this time he had a special prisoner named Barabbas.

29:45  When the people were gathered, Pilate asked them, "Which one do

            you want me to release, Barabbas, the criminal, or Jmmanuel, who is

            said to be a king of wisdom and the son of an angel?"

I called into and talked on Coast To Coast AM Thursday, Sept 8th 2016, 1st hour.

King of the Juggle

What Terence says in his videos is right in line with the times those lectures were given, and the modern-day-Pharisee control of the situation(s) of those times.

Terence McKenna ~ Dreaming Awake at the End of Time

Rebuttal to some of Terence McKenna's comments in the above video,

Yes, your sarcastic comment Terence is actually the truth:
Jews created communism. Carl Marx came from a long line of rabbis. Moses Helms, the father of Zion, taught Carl Marx all he knew about the communist ideology. The father of communism was so revered by Israel that Israeli authorities exhumed his body and sent it back to Israel to be buried there.

President Rosenfeldt funded Mao in the 1930's partially by providing the American air force called the Flying Tigers; a large number of US fighter planes (P-40 Warhawks) and medium sized bombers piloted by US pilots to make sure communism got a foothold in China; US pilots in US airplanes perpetrating bombing raids on Japanese cities (for Mao), BEFORE WWII ever started.

Dzhugesvili (How do you pronounce that? Exactly!; they put in this crazy lettering of the Russian language so you don't know how to pronounce it! Who did? Dzhugesvili is pronounced Jew-gesvili. It means "son of Jewess". Dzhugesvili was Stalin's name before he changed it to Stalin.

The 1917 invasion of Russian and surrounding countries the Jewish-owned western media called "The Russian Revolution" was the destruction/enslavement of the white race of Russia and surrounding countries. "The Russian Revolution" was the Jewish takeover of all those countries, and then the murder of 100 million white people:
Vladimir Lenin - Jew
Trotsky - Jew (from lower Manhattan, where the communist party headquarters still is today.)
Kominev - Jew
Swerdlow - Jew

How does 100 million white people murdered compare to 6 million in a Holocaust that never happened? Do you know if I even were to say this in Germany or France and 18 other surrounding countries I would be put in prison for 3 years? Where did they learn this communism they are perpetrating in western Europe? Maybe you can get an idea from these passages ("Where then is the freedom of speech, thought and opinion."..... They had been bribed.):

29:53 The people shouted, "Crucify him! Have him crucified!"

29:54a But the governor was not willing and asked very angrily, "What evil thing has he done that you want him crucified?

29:54b "He only taught a new doctrine, and for this he shall suffer death? Where then is the freedom of speech, thought and opinion?"

Does that not describe how communists themselves got their foothold?

Yalta Agreement: Winston Churchill (mother was a Jew), Rosnedfeldt, and Jewgesvili.
"Churchill's War" by David Irving

Am I so really down on Jews? My parents and their friends won the war(s) for the Synagogue of satan! Who is not this world's enemy?         I'm not. And I'm NOT going to cry out, "My relatives were the good guys!  They fought against Germany and Japan in WWII."


Mary's Love & Devotion To Her Husband Joseph, Her Beloved

MMy dad was a big farmer.  He had 1,000 acres of prime farmland and 33 pieces of equipment with the farm bordering the Willamette River in western Oregon.

It was either late 40's or early 50's my dad and his new family went to visit my mom's family in eastern Oregon.  My dad had to show off his new posession, his power wagon.  They were at my granddad's farm and they had a big rain.  It was really wet.  My granddad said, "Don't take it out in the field, it'll get stuck." My dad insisted, so they went out in the field and the power wagon got stuck.  They pulled it out with a tractor.

My dad hated power wagons from then on.  Talk about power wagons or see one, put him in a negative state.  Well actually he put himself in a negative state.

I was born in 1959.  At 4 years old my dad took me around to see his farmer buddies.  Totally drained me:  Stuck in the mud for a long time after that.  Doesn't have to be that way for anybody else.  If you have an unconscious parent or other you have to deal with, just read this website and get out of it.

He had no choice, he was unconscious.  "How can you resent someone's illness?" - The Power Of Now

As of this writing most of the humans on this planet are unconscious.

24:4  "They contrive heavy burdens and put them upon people's shoulders,
          but they themselves do not want to lift a finger.

24:5  "They do all their work in order to be seen by the people and impress

The king of the juggle of false teachings. 

Hail to the king of the juggle!

Mother Mary is a woman, a human.  What do you expect of her?



Eons ago the land was heavenly.  Mountains and hills full of trees, forests teaming with life.  Beautiful meadows, pristine waterways, streams and rivers, waterfalls and lakes, all the waterways so fresh and naturally clean the sweet water alone could sustain a person for a long time.

Then bad blood occurred and humans broke away from Creation violating the laws of Creation, back stabbing each other, overgrazing with goats and all that beautiful green and full of life was turned into desert.

God and the celestial sons arrived and Adam was born 13,000 years ago, Adam the father of one of earth's human races to bring intelligence to the land.  All of Creation was honoured with the arrival of Adam.  The land quickly became the land of milk and honey, the land of Adam:  Lush green forests and meadows teaming with life, the aromas in the air heavenly, pristine waterways, sweet vibrant drinking water everywhere.  The people were living longer, healthier, and they looked good!  Probably 700 year life span or more, at least 150 years per generation.  No over population.  Heaven on earth as it is meant to be.

In 1750 BC the destruction of heaven on earth started:  Bad blood occurred and nothing was done to halt it.  Criminals fully established themselves 3,000 years ago as the land of I          .  Today the land of I          calls itself the land of milk and honey.  The land of I         is not the land of milk and honey:  They destroyed the land of milk and honey and turned it into desert.  They are however "unwise and stupid," by falsifying/hiding the true history.

Even 1,500 years ago Petra was the trading hub of the world, lush green and full of life, vibrant with life.  Today Petra is desert:  Overgrazing with their goats.

I have just given you puzzle pieces to the true history of this planet.  Here is a puzzle piece that you already have:  Satanic Goat Head Symbol.

"The rightful owners of this land", "the ancient inhabitants of this land" are god and the celestial sons and the three races created by god and the celestial sons, the three races of Adam, true inhabitants long before Judaism, Israel and Islam ever were conceived.

"History is written by the victors?"  Falsified history is written by the unwise and stupid, and the unwise and stupid can never be the victors.  They may have control for a short amount of time in the cosmic scheme of things, 3 or 4 thousand years perhaps, but they can never be the victors.

24:14  "It is unwise and stupid for people to let others consider them greater
            or smaller than they truly are."

"Falsified history is written by the unwise and stupid."  Period.
Until the land is restored to honour and glory to Creation as the land of milk and honey,

the land of Adam, then those occupying are not "the rightful owners of this land."

Search:  Goat As Devil, Satan Goat Head, Satan Goat, Satanic Goat Head Images.

At the time of the below email writing I was under the impression that the good guys won WWII. Who won WWII? Communist China (put in place by president Ronsenfeldt), Communist Soviet Union (run by Dzhugesvili who changed his name to Stalin) and the Harriman brothers. (Dzhugesvili is pronounced Jewgesvili and it means "son of Jewess.) Who else won WWI and WWII? The banksters who owned the western world led by the Rothchild synagogue of satan.  Germany was unjustly attacked twice in a century by the Synagogue of Satan and their goyim (what zionists call their slaves. But Jews are the biggest slaves of zionists.)

Who were the two emperors who knew the greatest threat to humanity and nature was communism(/corporatism/banksterism?) The emperor of Japan and the emperor of Germany.             

Triple Arcline

I have three upper dimensional team members, very high, very high upper dimensional team members.  They can, and they did, partly for this writing, show themselves as my protection, a triple arcline, something never seen before.

It was during a tantric course in Boulder, CO 1983.  Not a tantric session itself but during that event, Yogi Bhajan was looking right at me, right at me only above, or through or in front of me.  You know;  that stare look where the focus is not directly on the person.  According to the yogi the arcline is a person's protection.  And while yogi Bhajan was looking right at, above or in front of me, he said, "I've never seen this before.  Twice I've seen double arclines.          But I've never seen a triple arcline."  (I think the yogi was taking credit for this......"My tantric course did this.  I created it.")

And what does the yogi do?  He turns to his bishop (or cardinal) budy on stage with him to his left and continues this line of thought, implying that "the bishop has a triple arcline!"  Manipulate?  Create a "new truth?"  It's just a lie.

Shortly under 20 years later, in 3 separate lectures I heard the yogi say, "I'm just a con man."  I was probably the only one who heard that; one time for each of my guides telling me that.

I guess we had to go all the way to the bottom with the cheif pharisee to get it done.

The Proclamation of the Passion

18:28  From that time on, Jmmanuel began to tell his disciples that he would

            have to go to Jerusalem and suffer much from the elders, scribes and

            chief priests, because he could not help but keep his teaching from them.

A Brief Lesson in the "Law of Logic"

"What was done is done."


"It doesn't matter at all."

What does matter at all?  The present (presence) is precious.

Sarah's Surgery

About Us 3

26:10  "Man-made laws and commandments always produce murder and

             evil everywhere, and evil will spread and prevail, and people no

             longer have any control over it.

26:11  "Commandments and laws are valid only if they are derived from

            wisdom and logic,

26:12  "but logic requires wisdom and understanding.

26:13  "Human laws and commandments are powerless if not based upon

            the laws and commandments of Creation, and god's laws and com-

            mandments, issued by him in wisdom, also rest upon the laws and

            commandments of Creation.

I didn't know why but I knew I had to send this email out right away, that day, 6/17/2017.

The next day I had the feeling to look at crop circles that might have shown up.

A construction saw blade crop circle in the form of a SUN(son.) No thanks yogi Pharisee, criminal.  (No thanks crime lord) for opening the door for the Islam hub and conquistador invasion "conquistador Catholicism false teachings."

When I first thought again about the 9-11 memorial during the time of 9-8-2016, I must have been thinking lightly of it because I realized my lady and the celestial sons were quite somber about it; thinking of those who had died and how tragic it was/is. Its a terrible tragedy and I'm not sure what happened to those who's bodies disintegrated.


Birthday Gift 2018

Animals and the Other Creatures


"Man-made laws and commandmennts always produce murder and evil everywhere'"


Continuing my rebuttal to Coast to Coast guest, Johathan Cahn:

In 2018 I was in my RV backed into a parking space on the outer fringe of Home Depot parking lot in Crescent City, right next to the street. Behind me across the street was Starbucks which I went to later that day. Before that, sitting on my bed in the back of my RV, January 14th 2018, the angels sang for me. I heard outside my RV singing from the heavens. I knew it was the celestial sons singing for me on my birthday. It was very comforting - I felt not alone and my heart felt thanks.

I'm not a cult figure, a made up personage created by the Pharisees and the ignorance of the people.

I am not the son of God. I'm not the son of Creation. Back 2,000 years ago I was not the son of God and I was not the son of Creation. My father 2,000 years ago was angel Gabriel:  Creation itself has convnced me of this though I have no memory of it at this moment.

"the control of what you call god."

10:22  "Truly, I say to you:  Many will nevertheless die and shed their blood

            into the sand, because later my teachings will be made into false

            teachings that I never preached and which originate in the minds of

            the scribes and priests.

10:23  "Thereby they will bring the people under their control through belief in

            their false teachings in order to rob them of their goods and belongings.


After extensive research reviewing videos of people's experiences with "magic mushrooms" I notice much talk of consciousness raising.

Terence Mckenna has said (paraphrasing if not exact words) that "The mushroom is the only psychedelic that will talk to you.... And it will talk and talk and talk!" Other people's reports confirm this but also that what the mushroom says is very profound.

"Eat this plant and you will come into your birthright." - Terence Mckenna

To connect with the rest of Creation, first connect with your spirit which is also timeless.  Mushrooms might help with that.  Terrence recommends high dosages.  I don't.  I had 2.4 grams but the caps were really small and I think highly potent.  It really did a number.

I'm not really a user of substances.  I'm not saying you should or shouldn't, its up to you. 

The other day I tried hashish for the first time.  Actually it was the second time because a week before I tried a little and I didn't feel anything, so I tried more and it was way too much.  The trip lasted a long time, and time went real slow.  It was difficult for me to maintain presence.  And forget about intense presence, it was gone.  I would go in my mind, mostly aware that this was my mind doing it, at least I was aware of that.  And then I would get a little energy and come out of it.  And ths cycle continued, in out in out in out in out etc.  (Nature's way is cycles: rain, sunshine, rain, sunshine, rain, sunshine.....  Breathing.  Activity and rest.  Socially, people go out and they go in they go out and they go in,........ and is disrupted at this time.)

The trip was definitely a challenge for me mantaining presence.  While on it I was connecting with the collective of that realm, so it established a good connection I believe.  At a point when the trip really started and I realized, "Oh, this is that hashish I took." a voice had a message for me, and throughout the trip I tried to piece the message together each cycle.  I wanted to write it down but I couldn't.  Not until the end of the trip and I finally wrote it down:  "What do you not know about all parts of the Collective?"

Collective is mind stuff.  Creation is Self.                18:42  "Creation is timeless, and so is the human spirit."

I don't agree with a lot of what Terence McKenna says.
Terence McKenna - Sacred Plants as Guides: New Dimensions of the Soul - Part 1

Terence McKenna - Sacred Plants as Guides: New Dimensions of the Soul - Part 2
Video 48:00 minute mark:
"The original description of psychedelics was that they were consciousness expanding drugs (not drugs, they are plants). Well if we take the idea that they are "consciousness expanding" seriously, for even a moment, then we have to put a lot of attention in on this because its the absence of consciousness that is murdering us and our planet. We need all the consciousness we can get. We need to ring it out of computers, get it out of plants, raise it in ourselves and our children; wherever we can get it, we need it. And the present situation with the planet is very dire, very dire because of us. Our unchecked evolution in a single direction the gradient of culture has now created a toxic planet that is an endangered planet.

Since this situation has arisen entirely within the confines of history, aren't we going to have to look outside the confines of "history" in order to address this problem? I think so. When we do look outside history, then we find the institution of plant shamanism there, waiting to inform us, to educate us, and to show us how to set a course out of the present dilemma. I don't think we can find our way out by ourselves. I don't think we can get high by ourselves. And I don't think as a species we can save this planet by ourselves. We have to have a partner. We have to get an ally into this situation.

In closing and as an example, the mushroom has a tremendous problem solving ability. And because we can talk to it, we can ask it questions. We can actually get a non-human perspective on human problems.
Back to the video transcript of Terrance McKenna around the 51 minute mark:
"In closing and as an example, the mushroom has a tremendous problem solving ability. And because we can talk to it, we can ask it questions. We can actually get a non-human perspective on human problems. A few weeks ago I made this statement to a group of people somewhere and after the talk was over, somebody came up to me and said, "So why don't you ask the mushroom how to save the world?"

And I just put it off; thought it was the wrong attitude. But then later I wondered about this question and how to save the world and I thought, "Well maybe I've been too circumspect with the mushroom. Maybe I should just put it to it. So I carried out the experiment and put to them, "How do we save the world?" And now I don't offer this as the solution. I'm going to tell you the mushroom's answer so you can see our backs aren't quite to the wall yet. There are still avenues to be explored. I said to the mushroom, "How can we save the world?" There was a hesitation of 1/3rd of a second approximately. And then the mushroom said, "No woman should raise more than one natural child."

And I said, "What!?" And it said, "No woman should raise more than one natural child." So I took that home with me and I thought about it. Here are the consequences of following that piece of advice: The population of the earth would be cut in half in 50 years. 50 years following that it would be cut in half again. 50 years after that, in half again. In 150 years the population of the earth could be under a billion people. Nobody was shot. No wars were fought. No one was told they could not have a child. No one was coerced. No one was starved.

Then I started looking into this thing about children and population."               Video ~52:45 mark.


I have been known to read particular books tens of times, tens and tens of times.  Doing so made me feel better.

Lately I have been reading The Power Of Now again and again.  Man, you want a trip, do that.  Just today I was taking a nap and half awake I noticed a couple of times the anger tapes were going across the screen, I saw them but I didn't feel them, I didn't react to them.  I saw them, I heard the voice, but I didn't feel it to react to it.  It was like it was trying to trigger me, but it couldn't.  It's like the mind just lost its power over me, lost its umph.

This morning I got up real early.  And I started reading about 5:10 and finished the book.  It was talking about surrender, the last part of the book.  While reading it I was thinking of a woman I recently met.  Reading the book and thinking of her was going fairly well, enjoyable.  I finished around 6:00, ate and went on my walk.

Soon on my walk I met with real turmoil and I knew it was related to the woman I was thinking about.  I finally thought to myself, "I gotta sit down and read the book."  I had the book with me on my walk.  I knew from experience before, if something gets hairy I'm going to read.  Just the day before it got hairy for me and I didn't have the book with me and it was tough.

So I pulled to the side, sat on a low lying wall and read the introduction, and that's all I read and it did it.  Soon into reading I thought, "I gotta get rid of this person.  I instinctvly thought about putting up a mental barrier."  And I did, and it worked, while I was reading.  And I knew also, "It is not that I am too sensitive, it is that I was too giving in a way that was not real."  Embracing the Rainbow says, paraphrasing, "I cannot do for others what they are unwilling to do for themselves." and it is really out of place for me to even attempt that.

After reading I got the distinct impression the woman realized, "Oh!  He's not the one for me, not that way."  I felt in fact that she was relieved by that (We're not exactly on the same wavelength.)  All of this made me feel a lot better.

It felt like the whole thing cleared up.  It all cleared up and I had a wonderful walk.

I had tried many things before for self-help and they generally start out good and they made me feel better for a little bit, but then they stopped working and the good feeling was gone.  And this book says if you have had that experience, then do this: whatever the moment is accept it as it is, be in the Now.  And its easy for me to be in the Now reading this book.  (5/17/2020  I found one that really works so I quit reading.)

Intelligence Humour

T Mac talking to a high intelligence:

HI:  "I've been on earth 50,000 years."

T Mac: "Living in a cow pie?"

HI:  "What can I say? I'm a mushroom. Living's cheap."

If you could print all the money you wanted to, thousands of thousands of millions of dollars (a day perhaps), could you have some significant R&D money the past hundred years?..... The Federal Reserve Bank has always refused an audit...... and gotten away with it.......... And gotten away with it?!... Yes....... largely because it says in "the bible" the Jews are the chosen ones.  Who put that in the bible?  The fraudsters did; as they falsified the rest of it too:  See Bad Blood.

Talking to Creation


See entry near top of Blog page dated 11/4/2019.

The US Constitution is to be replaced by the laws of Creation and the Laws of God.

US Congress is a cesspool beaurocracy violation of the laws of Creation and the laws of God.  It's proof in the writings of his scribe 2,000 years ago.

1:78  Eleasar begot Mathan.

1:79  Matthan begot Jacob.

1:80  Jacob begot Joseph.

1:81  Joseph was the husband of Mary, the mother of Jmmanuel, who

          became pregnant by a distant descendant of the celestial son Rasiel,

          who was the guardian angel of the secret.

1:82  When Joseph heard of Mary's secret impregnation by a descendant of

          the celestial sons, from the lineage of Rasiel, behold, he was filled

          with wrath and thought of leaving Mary, before he would be married

          to her in front of the people.

1:83  While Joseph was thinking in this manner, behold, a guardian angel,

           sent by the celestial son, Gabriel, who had impregnated Mary,

          appeared and said,

1:84  "Joseph, Mary is betrothed to you and you are her consort; do not leave

          her, because the fruit of her womb is chosen for a great purpose.  Mary

          her in all candor, so that you may be husband and wife before the people.

1:85  "Behold, the impregnation of Mary occurred eleven thousand years

          after the procreation of Adam through the celestial son, Semjasa, to

          fulfill the word of god, the ruler of those who traveled from afar, who

          said through the prophet Isaiah,

1:86  "Behold, a virgin will be impregnated by a celestial son before she is

          married to a man before the people.

Excerpt from middle of video (link below):  "Sarah, Listen.  You do not have to worry about this right now.  You do not even have to be aware right now because we're going to fix this. We're breaking down every one of your cells.  We're going to rebuild them and we're going to fix this right now.  So relax and wait for it to be done, because this is not going to be fun."
Now from the start of the video, all the way almost to the end:

Sarah speaking.......
So after going to the emergency room and like hitting rock bottom, and having the doctors tell me I should just switch from Zibolex to Zolof, I decided to go back to the one thing that's really helped, (shows bag of mushrooms), this is a very tiny dose for me. I'm going to do it. And this will be proof if it works. Or better than pharmacueticals on some people,  or, you know, we'll see. I have high hopes. I'm literally praying to the spirit of the universe that it will let me see what I do.

Break from the video.

Hi, Sorry that I didn't continue with (filming?) the trip. but, um, despite the small amount, I was actually completely obliterated by it to the point that I went into a dream-like trance that made me feel like I was asleep, I couldn't stand, I didn't move, I barely could grasp, hold my thoughts. and partially because I hadn't done it in so long that I wasn't used to the effects. Also, partially because of ad bolting(?) And partially because after showing how much I was taking, I obviously took more because I always have that mentality that I could get higher. Um, so anyway......

To say that the effects that this has been, I'm sorry, this has been 5 days after, to say that the effects were substantial is an understatement. To say that my life has changed overnight is an understatement. To say that this is the one thing out of about 9 months of pure hell that I went through that has actually significantly, and when I say significantly, I mean night and day made a mark on my life, made a mark on my recovery, made a mark on my clarity of mind, my peace of mind, my ability to again see outside myself, because depression is a very self-absorbed kind of disease, you're into yourself; you can't really focus on what's going on around you because you're just there's so much going on inside - I'm now able to emphasize with other people. I'm able to see what they're going through, and even seeing strangers in public I'm able to instead of seeing them first as like, negative or kind of like mean people, which I guess you do get when you're kind of depressed, or your anxcious, I see everybody as likable, or initially likable. Or 'likable until proven guilty or whatever.

And honestly, this though, I've been in a great mood for five days I've been positive productive, I've been able to leave the house, I've been going for walks every day, I'm going out, I've been, I've made my boyfriend breakfast, I've done all of this stuff that I could not possibly have done a week ago. Could not possibly have done for the last 9 months! Okay? And that's me being on so many anti-depressants, so many benzos, different types, been on just antidepressants, couldn't move, was the worst point of my life to now being on nothing, no medication, for a week and a half now, no SSRI's, and I would, literally came out of a black hole, because as in the beginning of this video you can see, I was pretty down in the dumps, I was, it was my last straw, this was my last chance of just like, 'It's either this or, I'm f&$#ed, really. And, it worked.

And I'll tell you a bit of the trip before. So, I took the shrooms. I didn't feel anything for an hour. All of a sudden I started getting the come up; I was feeling very nervous. My mom and sister were also in the room, so I wasn't able to fully have a very fun recreational trip, I was, I couldn't cry cuz I didn't want them to hear, I couldn't really say anything. I usually talk to myself during it, like talk myself through it, but I couldn't. So it wasn't like exactly, I wasn't in the clearest mindspace, obviously to choose what to do in the trip, but I just knew that it had to be done.

So as I got higher I had very racing thoughts that didn't make sense, you know the typical common thoughts that are very like elusive, and you're like, 'What the heck am I figuring out?' And then it plateued to a voice in my head that said, quote,

"Sarah, Listen.  You do not have to worry about this right now.  You do not even have to be aware right now because we're going to fix this. We're breaking down every one of your cells.  We're going to rebuild them and we're going to fix this right now.  So relax and wait for it to be done, because this is not going to be fun."

And when I say it was not fun, I tell you it was one of the most painful bad trip I've ever been through in my life.  I could not move.  I was shaking.  I was completely just obliterated.  I had images of how much my friends and family were going thr ough because you could finally see it from an objective point of view, compared to how isolated I had been surrounded by my own problems, and it hurt like a f#^%ing b.  I realized how much I was hurting myself.  And how much I, my negative thought patterns were influencing me.  I lived through that, and, but it knocked me out!  And I've never 'fell asleep' on shrooms before.  I've never been so obliterated, and it's literally like the shrooms told me that was going to happen but they said, 'You don't even have to be here for this.'  That's what they said.  It's like weird.  It's almost like a surgery they performed on my, like they literally knocked me out, performed a surgery on any kind of problems I was having.

And then I woke back up and I was the most sober.  And I had hallucinations a lot.  I was um, I didn't lose my senses have ego loss at all.  I didn't take a very high amount. but it was messed up compared to other times I've had but, to say that it made a significant difference in my life and literally gave me hope again is an 'f'ing understatement.

And I would be happy right now if I wasn't so 'f'ing angry, deeply angry at pharmaceutical industry and the fact that they profit of of using people as guinea pigs, off of hiding legitimate information about accessorizing the dangers of them from the public.  And if you don't believe me, honestly, 'The Hidden Harms of Anti-Depressants' (holds up a magazine article), this is a study by 'the most comprehensive analysis study by the BMJ researchers etc etc etc.'  And this is a legitimate study and if you want to go look it up I'm sure you can google it.  I'll put it in the link but,               it's costing people's lives, to put these drugs on the market that nobody knows how they 'f'ing work a lot of the time, nobody really knows the extent of how SSRI's work.  They are barely better than placebos in so many studies.  Compared to a drug (its not a drug its a plant, or 'spore fruit') that is so harmless that it has been listed as one of the least harmless drugs available, shrooms; completely natural, and has studies prove that not only are there short-term effects of taking one dose, but six months to a year positive effects in people from one dose.  And I am full proof.  And I promise you that I will keep updating you with this and I am on no drugs.  I am not even, I'm going to a psycho pharmacologist today, probably just to debate with him about this. 

But I have been to so many places in western psychiatry that have tried to subscribe me drugs, that have tried to, if I told them that 'This drug is literally driving me insane!' which it did, I was fine, not fine, I was depressed before, but taking siprolex, I went from depressed to borderline psychotic.  And as soon as I came off of them, slowly getting better.  And now, bhhetter!  And better than I had in so long, so much more clear hopeful..... I can read an 'f'ing book again.  And to say that is an 'f'ing miracle on my (be)half.  To say that I could read this magazine, that I wanted to read this magazine, that I can focus long enough is an 'f'ing miracle for the last 9 months.  And to keep this potential serious cure(!), I'm not even an 'f'ing scientist, I'm not a psychotherapist.  If a psychotherapist were to administer shrooms to me, can you imagine what the benefits could have been?  And could be?  And for so many other people too!  around 9:00 mark on the video

Sarah's Surgery

28:59  "God and his celestial sons are other human races that have come

            from the far distances of the universe in their machines made of


28:60  "Creation alone stands immeasurably higher than god and his celes-

            tial sons, who are the guardian angels.

28:61  "Alone Creation is the incalculable secret that begets life and thus

            stands immeasurably higher above god and all life.

28:62  "Understand the truth of this teaching, so that you may attain knowl-

            edge and wisdom in truth."

The people wanted Barabbas to stay with them, but Barabbas thought more along these lines: 

"I've got booty over thar to plunder.  Arrrr!"

T Mac:  And when we were flirting with the flying saucers and the philosopher's stone trying to coax it out of the matrix, there would be these heated discussions between my brother and myself and the other people in the expedition,  "Why should we do this?  Isn't this going to be like atomic energy or anything else?  Isn't it going to be used by people to coerce other people to gain control over them?"

At this point the logos was very insistant.  And it said, "You are not to worry about that!  This belongs to the just.  And no one can lay a finger on it unless their heart is pure."

1:02:30 mark of this video

Terence McKenna - Human Soul is the Most Alien thing in the Cosmos

6:3  "When you give alms, you should not proclaim it, as do the hyp-

        ocrites in the synagogues and on the streets, that they may be praised

        by the people; truly, I say to you: They have forfeited their reward,

        because their alms serve only their selfishness.

6:4  When you pray, you should not be like the hypocrites, who enjoy

       standing and praying in the synagogues and on the corners of the

       streets only for the sake of their selfishness and to be seen by the peo-


6:5  "When you pray, you should call upon the omnipotence of the spirit

        and not babble like the idol worshippers, the ignorant and selfish,

        because they think they are heard when they use many words.


5:9  "Blessed are those who know about Creation, for they do not follow

        false teachings.                                          Talmud of Jmmanuel

4:41  ..........." because Creation is the immeasurable secret."

Silverstein Tower (across the street.) Silverstein couldn't build on the site of the twin towers; Everytime Silverstein tried to build on ground zero, the foundation disintegrated.  So he had to go across the street.

"We will build bigger and better than before." never happened.


13:24  Then the Pharisees went out and held counsel about him, as to how to

            destroy him, since he made known their lies and false teachings

            before the people.

Good people want the truth, but the lie to be known to be proved for what it is! The only ones who want to destroy any evidence at all are the criminals.

The original Aramaic text of Jmmanuel's scribe called "Talmud of Jmmanuel" was hunted down and a whole village in Lebanon (Christian at the time; all men women and children, the whole village) murdered, destroyed by the Israeli army to keep that information from getting to all of humanity. That is never done with the dead sea scrolls and any other text which supports false teachings.

3:25  "The lie can never withstand the truth, which destroys evil in its fire."

                                                                                                     - John the Baptist

Even if it takes 2,000 years.

There were 50 propaganda films made by Germany during the 3rd Reich. Look at those films!! I challenge you: Look at those 50 propaganda films made in Germany. They were not lies at all; they were films showing the biggest atrocities perpetrated by the Jews (who declared war on Germany 4 times in their newspapers during the 1930's.)

Meanwhile everything from Jew media in the west was total lies: Tens of thousands of Hollywood films, all lies, lies and fabrications and distortions; all the western news and radio and "entertainment" was all lies.

When Joseph Goebles said, "Say a lie long enough, and they'll believe it to be true.", HE WAS OBSERVING WESTERN MEDIA DOING EXACTLY THAT!

Nature is part of Creation, the immeasurable secret.


The Zionists felt the same about Germany (and before that Russia) as they felt about Jmmanuel. (not really; both Russia and Germany had only the false teachings of an evil sect, whereas Jmmanuel had the true teachings given to him by the saints of God and the celestial sons. Indeed a large part of the downfall of Germany was the German people creating 2,500 churches, both protestant and catholic from 1933 to 1939 with the full blessing of the 3rd Reich and emperor Adolf Hitler.)

At first, after WWII, when I was a kid in the 60's, "Made in Japan" was a joke, it always broke! But after awhile everybody wanted "Made in Germany" and "Made in Japan" again; envy and hatred was what attacked Germany and Japan; Zionists and their paid for slaves. (The rest of Japan probably saw that Sony and Toyota and Kawasaki and other companies were staying successful making good products the way the Japanese naturally would do things and not getting bashed by envy and hatred for doing it, so Japanese people concluded, "We'll make products the way we naturally make them too, very well."

The propaganda lies perpetrated by western media run by the Jews funded by the Zionists:

9:37  However, the Pharisees spoke, "He drives out the evil spirits through

          their chief, and he blasphemes God, our Lord."

9:38a  And among themselves they spoke, "Who is this Jmmanuel, who pos-

           seses greater wisdom and greater knowledge than we!

9:38b  "His teachings are mightier and more correct than ours, so he endan-

            gers us.

9:38c  "We must try to seize him, so that he will suffer death."

So in the lecture the yogi was looking straight at Prem Kaur saying, "Mother Mary wanted to throw baby Jesus in the river."  Why would mother Mary want to throw baby Jesus into the river?

What was Prem Kaur thinking? She was probably thinking this: "Prem Singh (her husband) would be better off without me.  I would want to throw baby Jesus in the river?  There is something wrong with me.  I've got to leave here.  He would be better off without me."  And so she left him and divorced her husband.

When the yogi, years later saw me for the first time, he wasn't smiling.  He was sweating.  I believe he could read auras and things like that.  He had some yogic powers.  When he saw me he knew he screwed up.  You're not given the full story if you're sitting on the chairs of the prophets and they're not your chairs to sit on.

Why would mother Mary want to throw baby Jesus into the river?  Only one reason.

Mary was betrothed to Joseph and she was fully intending to be there for him for all time.  Mary loved Joseph, loved him so much and cared for his feelings.  From the start Mary intended on being a good and loving and faithful wife, a follower of the laws of Creation.  She was a good and loving and true wife from the start.

Note: His name is "God" therefore it should be a capital G. God in his language means "king of wisdom."

Terence is incorrect when he says that the problem is male paradigm vs female paradigm:

It is not a "male/female" issue.

The issue is "false teachings vs true teachings."

Factory Farming

6:20a  "When you fast, you should not look sour like the hypocrites, because

            they put on scowls so that their fasting will be noticed by the people.

6:20b  "Truly, I say to you: They forfeit their reward therein, because they

            fast only for the self-seeking sake of appearances.

6:21-22  "But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face, that you do

               not appear before the people with your fasting, but before your own

               spirit, which is hidden.

6:23  "You fast for the sake of your health and for the expansion of your

          spirit and knowledge.

Factory farming is perpetrated by the greedy hoarders.*  The attack is mostly upon the beautiful cows and chickens who give humanity so much and in return receive such inhumanity*, humiliation and ingratitude.

31:12  But Mary asked, "Yet he was dead and lay here dead, how can he


31:13  The guardian angel answered, "Why are you seeking someone alive

             among the dead?


Rightful Owners, Ancient Inhabitants