A month later:


Last month I started telling people on the street the access codes story:  Exactly 7 years to the month and probably to the day after receiving the first of the two sets of access codes on 5/17/2012.

Lately (6/22/2019) I have been saying, "Good people should feel good about themselves." and handing them a card.

It took 7 years for me to perfect my website enough that now I can tell people about it with confidence.


I am not a good liar:  That's a good thing.  Jmmanuel was telling the truth when he called him his friend:

28:21  Juda Ihariot had given them a sign and said, "behold, I will flatter

            him and confuse him as if I repented the sins of my life.

28:22  "And as a sign of false flattery there will be a kiss; and behold, you

            shall seize whomever I kiss."

28:23  He then stepped up to Jmmanuel and said, "I greet you, Master.  Now

            I will follow your teaching, since you allow me to repent my old life.

28:24  Then he touched Jmmanuel and gave him the kiss of treason.

28:25  But Jmmanuel said to him, "My friend, why have you come to tell me

            a lie, when treason burns in your mind and in your actions?"

28:26  The henchmen came up to Jmmanuel, put their hands on him and

             seized him.

28:27  And behold, one of the henchmen pondered, had a quick change of

            mind and joined Jmmanuel, because he felt remorse.

28:28  He stretched out his hand, pulled out his sword, and hit a servant of a

            chief priest, cutting off his ear.

28:29  Then Jmmanuel said to the man, "Put your sword back into its sheath,

            because those who take a sword without need will perish by the


28:30  "Or do you think that I could not have fled before your group arrived?

28:31  "But how could I fulfill my destiny if I had done so?"

see Escape, Not Victimhood

Back in 2007 to 2009, I read a book every day, sometimes all day.  It was Handbook for the New Paradigm.  Rather fanatically like a prayer book, sitting at my guard job post (security guard) I'd read it sometimes through the whole shift.  It must have been much more than the minimum 250 times I tell people I read Handbook for the New Paradigm.

After that I read Embracing the Rainbow.  I think I read Embracing the Rainbow at least 100 times,  but it might have been more than that.

And then finally I read Becoming at least 120 times I think.

The reason I read those books so much is, I needed some comfort.  Throughout my life various times the messages to me were, I was JC from 2K years ago.  You can read about it on the Confirmations page and others.  I didn't have any 'data' to go off of.  What am I supposed to do?  I didn't remember past lives (still don't as of this writing.) I didn't have any endorsements and didn't have anything to teach?  Now I have the endorsements and what to teach and I let my website do the preaching.  I update the website all the time as of this writing, 5/1/2019, so you'll always find something new.

I thank those who wrote the 3 Handbooks.  If you jibe with any of those books, read it.


Zyac 4 ME

"It doesn't get any bigger than this" 4 ME

Are all Jews Zionists (for Israel?)

25:3  "The Judeans trespass against life and truth, and they built this city on

the blood of people; but these people are divided into Israelites who

call themselves sons and daughters of Zion, to whom I am not close

and who want to kill me, and into Judeans, who are misled believers

of their sect, and to whom I bring the teachings of truth, as I do to all

human races.

25:4  "The Israelites have plundered this land through rapaciousness and

murder, they have killed their friends with whom they had drunk

wine, and they have deceived and misled their fellow-believers of the

Judean sect, who are actually Israelites but only followers of a sect.

25:5  "Thus the Israelites betrayed their own friends and murdered them

because of their greed, but it will likewise happen to them on the part

of the rightful owners of this land whom they have deprived of their

rights and subjugated since ancient times."

30:6  When he was miserable and bleeding, Caiaphas, the high priest,

asked, "What are you going to do now, great king of wisdom?"

30:7  But Jmmanuel was quitet, saying not a word.

30:8  They hit him again on the head, and he sighed in pain and started to

speak:  "As it is written in the old prophets, that I am the king of wis-

dom of the Judeans, it hits the truth; so I am the true prophet of all

human races on earth; but in all truth I am not the prophet of those

confused Israelites who call themselves sons and daughters of Zion.

30:9  "Truly, I say to you, if you beat and mock me, you shall be beaten and

mocked by those whom you, since ancient times, have enslaved and

whose land you and your forefathers have plundered.

   8-19-2018 ******* IMPORTANT UPDATE **************

(Read other updates on this page!)                                              Never Blame the Rainbows for the Rain

I recommend, if its got your name on it, check your website content frequently. 

False teachings destroy the planet and keep humanity from fulfillment, peace, happiness and spirit.


David Irving: The archival historian, who speaks and reads German, expert on Nazi's and the 3rd Reich. Buy his books. You can see by his videos that his books must be good reading.  Archival Historian attacked by "the traditional enemies of truth", speaks true archival history,

- David Irving and University of Alabama

- David Irving: "Churchil's War"

Doctor Tony Martin (professor, expert on Black History) attacked,

by organized "enemies of truth"

"It is important at this point to discuss the capitalization of
various words in this text. It is intended that this material be as
free of religious connotations as possible. Current and past expe-
riences with priestly manipulation and control cause immediate
shut down or distortion of understanding information that con-
tains these references because of the misinformation about the
control of what you call god. We can assure you that the creator
could care less if you honor him by capitalizing all references to
him. He is much more interested in whether or not you harmo-
nize within the outflow of his creative focus. There is a problem
because the very words you choose to indicate awareness of this
flow of energy engender reactive feelings. This cannot be helped,
so it is best to at least do away with all the capitals. It is one trig-
ger that is best left inactive." 

pg 115 Handbook for the New Paradigm

I leave this quote from the Handbook for the New Paradigm to the left here because occasionally in this website you may see God written as god.  I just haven't changed it yet.

Names are capitalized.  God is human as we are.  And his name is God.  It's his name, so it's capitalized.   'God' in his language means, 'king of wisdom.'  And he is often the ruler over a human race and master over the people.

I couldn't handle anymore, so I went home...  Next day:

"about the
control of what you call god."


Some major religions on this planet, at least two or three claim the human birth is very difficult to obtain, even once you have the human birth, they are saying it is difficult to keep having the human birth in future lives.

35:39  "There will be no sect which preaches truth, knowledge and wisdom.

35:40  "It will be two times a thousand years before the time comes when

            my teaching will be preached anew, without being falsified, when the

            condition of false teachings and sects, the lies, cheating and deceit of

            the conjurers of the dead and spirits, the soothsayers and clairvoyants

            as well as the charlatans will be at their peak.

Certain false sects (religions) believe or threaten that your spirit (self-awareness) is somehow going to be stripped away from you (if you don't do what they say, basically.)

Perpetrators of false teachings are stifling their own progress.

5/2/2019  I updated the About Us Two page on 4/29/2019, the part that says, "But destroy how?", the font stayed the same color but it raised in size on its own.

About Us Too

In 1974 Carl Sagan/ NASA (Dept Of War) sent a message via radio telescope to a star system millions of light years from earth.  27 years later the reply to that 1974 transmission.  These crop circles appeared in a field in England, pointing directly to a radio telescope, the largest radio telescope in England in fact.  Just prior to 9-11-01.

The famous Crabwood Crop Circle of 8-21-2002, was never reported by mainstream/shame stream media.  The Crabwood Crop Circle formation measures about two football fields tall and about one and a half football fields wide and contains an historic message to humanity.  And it was never reported by mainstream/shame stream propaganda media.  This crop circle formation appeared exactly the first crop circle season after the infamous false flag 9-11 (criminal government) terror attack.

The translation you see above here is incorrect.  The following is the correct translation............


The Endorsement

(One of the first)

A Paranormal Story

Listening to Coast To Coast AM I pondered, "I wonder if I have any spirit guides?"  An indeterminate amount of time went by and at a magical moment there they were, 3 guides.  It wasn't a shock.  It was like, "Oh, they're right here."  Like I was comfortable with them.  "Okay."  These three guides were blue man, light lady and ET guide. The blue man and light lady didn't talk to me, theirs was a presence.  Mostly the blue man.  He would hang around me during certain circumstances until finally I would equate the circumstance and have the "Oh Yeah!" and get the message what he was telling me. The light lady I mostly knew to be there.... somewhere.  Mysterious describes the light lady. The ET guide was a different story.  He was with me regularly and would send me messages.  These 3 guides were present in my consciousness starting 2009, somewhat magically appearing after wondering if I had any guides.

(Proof of this paranormal story is here too.)

In 2009 I was thinking, "Maybe I should name my ET guide."  A name came to mind, Mawgtoo.  Well, that didn't appeal to me too much so I said, "No, I don't like that name. I'll just call him ET guide."

I went to Peet's coffee shop regularly during that time.  Peet's gave access codes on a slip of paper for internet access.  You'd buy something and they would give you a 4 character code good for 2 hours of internet use.  I'd play with the codes and sometimes (oftentimes) I got messages.  It was quite amazing.

To give you an example I had a Sikh name, but I also had my birth name. At a time I had split away from the Sikhs but was still going by the ashram for the noon meals they would serve.  I was wondering what's my status with the Sikh's.  My birth name is RW Purvine.  (later I learned the original family name is Purviance).  So with this mini dilema of "What's my involvement with the Sikh's?" I got an access code from Peets:


One time in about 2010 I got an access code:  


(ET's 2K years ago.)  all three of my guides are ET's: the blue man, light lady and ET guide.  The main one I communicate with regularly I call my ET guide because he looks like an ET, short with a large head. 

My dad died on Dec 9th 2011.  When he died he in spirit apologized for 2 weeks for being such a sleeze.  The night I heard about my dad dying, a friend of my mom and dad's also came to me and kept telling me, "You're special."  I thought well, am I like a special needs person or what are you saying?  Quite often until I fell asleep he mentioned once in a while, "You're special."  Okay, thanks. 

2 months goes by and my ET guide is with me, in front of me.  My dad presents himself by whispering (in a thought kind of way) in my left ear about my ET guide, "Pay attention to this guy.  They don't get any bigger than this."  Wow.  Okay, thanks.

One day in 2012 at Peets I spent the whole day there.  I didn't know I was going to spend the whole day at Peets but it turned out that way.  Whoever was giving me the access codes knew I was going to spend the whole day there.  I have no doubt about that.  The first access code I got was


Hmm, "ET HE"?  Do they want me to think of my ET guide?  (It also says THE ET.)  I thought, "Well maybe they do want me to think of my ET guide.  2 hours later, the next access code did indeed confirm that this was about my ET guide:


It took maybe a little time, but then, "Wow!  That's the name that came to mind 3 years earlier,  Mawgtoo."  I had forgotten about that name until this code reminded me again. I pondered it for a bit and said to myself, "I still don't like that name.  I'll just call him ET Guide."  So 2 more hours goes by and I get the 3rd and final access code for the day:


"His name is zyac.  I like that name.  Sounds good.  zyac"

So my ET guide's name who my dad says, "Pay attention to this guy.  They don't get any bigger than this." is ZYAC.

ZY (the omega)
AC (the alpha)

A guest on Coast to Coast AM later mentioned the end of the old age is the omega (the ending, Z) and now we are going into the golden age, the alpha (a new beginning, A.)  The Omega to the Alpha:  ZYAC.

ZY:  The Omega       AC:  The Alpha

"The messages contained in this, the third book of messages,
are a continuation of information provided for the
transition of the hearts and minds of those of humanity that
are willing to be a catalyst for change. It is an undeniable
truth that the current pattern of use and abuse of the planetary
resources will lead to the end of its ability to sustain life
forms. The human body and awareness are being deliberately
overwhelmed physically, psychologically and magnetically.
The majority of humanity fails to understand that unseen
forces surrounding them are affecting their ability to survive.
These are hidden within the “modern” conveniences powered
by alternating electrical current; through radio, television,
and many other low frequency emanations that now
alter the individual’s and the planet’s magnetic fields to an
unimaginable degree."

Was I someone of prominance 2K years ago with the initials JC?  At this point I don't remember it.  Perhaps you would like to know my thoughts on things.

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