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A guy from India said a number of times (at least 4 separate occasions)
"Americans have power.  Indians (from India) don't have power.  You are to teach us how to have power."

So why do those of India not have any power to speak of?

Here is the reason why:  It is because those who truly believe the lie that they can lose their spirit and thus be born into life as beings that don't have spirit, i.e. plants, insects, fish, animals, etc, such false beliefs cut off the power of their spirit.  Your spirit is immortal and the power of your spirit is what makes things happen for you.  Once you have your spirit, you've always got your spirit.*  In other words, once you have a spirit you cannot be incarnated as a being that does not have a spirit, i.e. plants, insects, fish, animals, etc.  But if you deny your spirit, by fostering false beliefs then you deny the power of your spirit.  Thus, those who think they can devolve to non-spirit life forms lose power.

Keep in mind your spirit is akin to a drop of water in the ocean of all-mighty Creation.  Your spirit contains all the attributes of all-mighty Creation, thus your spirit is all-mighty.

6:34a  "Look at the birds in the sky:  They wipe out the harmful insects,
and they have plumage for clothing, yet they have no spirit."

6:34b  "They work because they carry out their duty, and they are fed and clothed by Creation.

6:34c  "Are you not much more than they?

"There is no power equal to the power of the spirit."

26:27  "There is no eye equal to wisdom, no darkness equal to ignorance, no power equal to the power of the spirit, and no terror equal to poverty of consciousness."

"There is no other savior than the power of the spirit."

26:28  "There is no higher happiness than wisdom, no better friend than knowledge, and no other savior than the power of the spirit.

26:29  "Those who have intelligence may grasp my speech so they will be wise and knowing."

(the celestial sons) say speaking to Jmmanuel.......

4:37  "You will be misunderstood and renounced, because the human races are still ignorant and given to superstition.

4:38  "They believe that god is Creation itself and not the ruler of the celestial sons and these human races.

4:39  "Earth people attribute to him the omnipotence of Creation and glorify him as Creation itself.

4:40  "But god is a person, like all the celestial sons and the human races, except vastly greater in consciousness than they.

4:41  "Creation, however, is of immeasurably higher standing than god, the lord over the celestial sons and human races, because Creation is the immeasurable secret.

4:42  "Jmmanuel, they will also taunt you as god and his only-begotten son, and you, too, will be set equal to the mysterious Creation.

4:43  "Nevertheless, do not heed these false teachings, because millennia will pass before the people of these human races will be able to recognize the truth.

Christianity has nothing to counter Islam.

I have everything to destroy false teachings with the "sword of knowledge", secrets contained in Talmud of Jmmanuel.

  • 24:21a  "You blind and false teachers, who gave you the right to demand an oath or to swear, since the laws of Creation state that oaths should not be taken?"..... It is against the laws of Creation to demand an oath to Islam. And to demand an oath by force puts this law into effect:
  • 5:23  "Guilty are all who do not act in self-defense or according to a prescribed judgment of the law, if they kill or engage in evil speech and actions."...... which then activates this law:
  • 5:41  "Offer your love wherever it is warranted, and punish wherever the law of nature demands punishment.

This above and below here are just a small portion of what I have to counter a false and evil sect.

  • 35:39  "There will be no sect which preaches truth, knowledge and wisdom.

35:40  "it will be two times a thousand years before the time comes when my teaching will be preached anew, without being falsified, when the condition of false teachings and sects, the lies, cheating and deceit of the conjurers of the dead and spirits, the soothsayers and clairvoyants as well as the charlatans will be at their peak.

35:41  "Until then, there will be so many false sects, liars, impostors, charlatans, conjurers of the dead and spirits, false soothsayers, clairvoyants and false mediums who claim to be extraterrestrial, from other dimensions and coming from the distant depths of the universe, that they can no longer be counted.

35:42  "They will be built on human blood, hatred, greed and power, lies, deception, trickery, misunderstanding, self-deceit, confusion of conscioiusness and mania.

35:43  "But after they have been established they shall be destroyed, because the truth shall triumph,

35:44  "for there is no untruth that shall not be denounced as a lie.

35:45  "There is nothing hidden that shall not become evident.

35:46  "People shall recognize what is in front of their faces, and what is hidden from them will reveal itself, provided they search for truth and the explanation derived from wisdom."

Life, Liberty and the Pursuit

of Personal Responsibility

This is an important update I am starting this day.  In this update I will prove (to reasonable people) the following:

- Religion was created to prevent the annihilation of the humans on earth.

- Many religions have their basis in self-defense from attacks from other religions and other unscrupulous entities.

- Self-awareness, once attained, is never taken away from an individual.  Once the spirit is created it is forever.  The spirit can be kept from growth by not being recognized by instead false teachings being touted by the individual.  Or the spirit can be recognized and naturally grow.

- The fact that some people believe they can come back as non-self-aware beings, i.e. plants, insects, fish, animals, etc; such beliefs cause people to lose their power, and their "spirit" growth to be put on hold, stifled.

The clue

Have you ever seen a dog barking ferociously at the dog in the mirror?

7:15  So if you, now, though being wicked, can nevertheless give your chil-
          dren good gifts, how much more will your spirit give you, if you ask
          for it."

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In 1974 Carl Sagan/ NASA (Dept Of War) sent a message via radio telescope to a star system millions of light years from earth.  27 years later the reply to that 1974 transmission.  These crop circles appeared in a field in England, pointing directly to a radio telescope, the largest radio telescope in England in fact.  Just prior to 9-11-01.

The famous Crabwood Crop Circle of 8-21-2002, was never reported by mainstream/shame stream media.  The Crabwood Crop Circle formation measures about two football fields tall and about one and a half football fields wide and contains an historic message to humanity.  And it was never reported by mainstream/shame stream propaganda media.  This crop circle formation appeared exactly the first crop circle season after the infamous false flag 9-11 (criminal government) terror attack.

The translation you see above here is incorrect.  The following is the correct translation............


How many species on this planet, including micro organisms, plants, insects, fish, animals, etc?  Some cultures believe there are 8.4 million lifetimes before the human birth.  8.4 million species of all life on this planet?  That sounds about right.  If a person throws their humanity away they are likely to go back to the end of the line.  Other cultures refer to it as 8.4 million hells. ​

"That is not to say that those that have perpetrated this distorted experience to the extreme will not have some interesting educational experiences, for certainly they shall. Your perception of time does not allow you to contemplate such a process, so do not attempt to do so." pg 81

"Those aspects that have chosen to experience extreme imbalance are put into a space that is something like exile.  It is not a burning hell as used to frighten you into submission, but a space of separation to consider and to contemplate." pg 66
Handbook for the New Paradigm

​"God as known to humanity on this planet does not exist. He isn’t dead because he never existed. Creation exists and has all the attributes of omnipotence (all power), omniscience (all knowing) and omnipresence." pg 44
Embracing the Rainbow

I remember a picture in Popular Science magazine from the late 90's.  A chinese girl was holding a string tied to her "pet" dragon fly hovering over her shoulder. This from the 1st page of the handbook, say "pet project" with accent on "pet"....

"Since the Creator of this theatre likes this particular theatre and thinks of it as a pet project, this idea doesn’t appeal to Him at all." pg 1
Handbook for the New Paradigm

"There are many puzzle pieces within these lessons that will be assembled by each serious endeavor to do so. Amazingly these completed puzzles will each be a unique piece that will fit into the puzzle at the next level. You exist within a dimensional whole. Even the pieces are dimensional rather than flat."  pg 170

Handbook for the New Paradigm

"No intelligent conscious awareness desires devolution rather than evolution."

​pg 165     Becoming

"The (pg 31) time of self-awareness and personal responsibility that will allow the transcendence of this hopeless situation into a new paradigm of experience is now or the holding space is prepared and awaiting. It is opportunity or threat as your attitude determines."

Embracing the Rainbow

"The inhabitants of this planet have created luxury and poverty through the use and abuse of the natural resources of this singularly beautiful planet. Distortion and ignorance, whether chosen or thrust upon intelligent beings, brings havoc and imbalance in ever widening effects. The personal choice to accept responsibility to change this carries the hope of this branch of humanity to transcend all of this while (pg 49) there is yet opportunity. Turning away from this opportunity will carry with it the consequences that naturally accompany it through the law of attraction. Eternity, as this cosmic cycle is called, is a very long sequential time in your counting to learn lessons ignored and refused. All help possible and beyond the process is being given now. The opportunity to literally leap ahead and bridge the lost chances of advancement is available for the taking. It is hoped that as many as possible can and will answer the call."

Embracing the Rainbow

"Eternity, as this cosmic cycle is called, is a very long sequential time in your counting to learn lessons ignored and refused."

"While mankind seems to face accomplishments that are of monumental proportions for a divided and quarreling group that from one perspective is more animal-like than divine, there is light at the end of the tunnel. The ability to continue on the current path is now reaching a point at which the path must divide. There are those who innately know that the time has come to make a decision. They must either continue on the path that is leading to a vibrational decline toward destruction or stop where they are and look for a way to change directions. Herein lies the awakening process."

​​pg 44     Becoming

"Some shall indeed be denied manifested Life experience for what you would term long periods of time, as many opportunities to turn from their focus of separation have been given them."

pg 59

​Handbook for the New Paradigm

"We again come back to the conclusion that this planet and its human population are but a virtual reality game for those who consider themselves to be superior and in an “ownership” position. We return to the conclusion that someone or some group is misusing their greater intelligence to perpetrate an injustice of great magnitude. The victim/abuser consciousness is being played out on a massive scale." pg 48


"That is not to say that those that have perpetrated this distorted experience to the extreme will not have some interesting educational experiences, for certainly they shall. Your perception of time does not allow you to contemplate such a process, so do not attempt to do so."

pg 81   Handbook for the New Paradigm

"Your bible refers to visitors finding the daughters of men fair and mating with them. This was in hopes that the introduction of another gene pool into abandoned humanity would in subsequent generations eventually overcome the genetic alteration. If not, then the increased intelligence through the hybridization process might allow them to overcome the alteration through coming up with their own solution to the problem. From time to time the introduction of extra gene pool additions have been made through carefully chosen genetic matching. Progress has been made. However, the overwhelming result has been that the additional intelligence enhanced the aggressive tendency in many of the humans with the end result that aggressive tendencies within those not positively affected by the gene pool changes were reinforced with greater abilities to develop incredi- (pg 36) ble applications of weaponry.  They used the additional intelligence to organize to a high degree with the purpose of creating a hierarchy of power and control over the members of humanity on this planet that have evolved to a balanced genetic structure. Both of these negative results continue now."

Embracing the Rainbow

"It may appear that those who ignore or break the Universal Laws that underlie the expression of potentiality into manifested experience gain by doing so, however in the totality of it all, the piper will have to be paid."

​pg 46


"It is the self-awareness attribute that is within each individual that is available to each and every being that has risen above animal status that is available to be harnessed and directed and will provide the benevolence “each feels it deserves.”
​pg 31

I propose a New Law:

The blackmailer gets double the sentence of whatever the blackmail.  Example:  If blackmailer blackmails an extorter, and the sentence for extortion is 10 years, then the blackmailer gets 20 years.

"To indicate that the above statement is true, it is only necessary to avail oneself of the now abundant material available on the internet, talk radio and many published revelations of conspiracies that subjugate the citizens of all countries through drugs, intimidation and war as well as physical, mental and emotional abuse. The deliberate attacks on the moral, familial and religious beliefs at the basis of human experience are now beyond the logical acceptance of a mind that is not already separated from its ability to logic and analyze data clearly. Fortunately, there remain in the mind and heart of all humans certain keys or triggers that can yet be activated that cause them to click into an awareness state that throws off the carefully programmed acceptance state of the propaganda that has been force fed into their minds. The continued attack on the health of the bodies by the altered food, drugs and medical “health” care system has created a further complication for humanity to rise above. The adaptability of the human body has amazed even the perpetrators of this entire scenario of control. However, the limit of the ability to absorb much more abuse has been reached for many.

It is to be remembered that all of the above is part of not only the planners of the control scenario, but it also plays into the necessary chaos that will allow for the birthing of (pg 91) the new paradigm of experience. Unfortunately, it is to be remembered that nature uses the “survival of the fittest,” or put another way, “the survival of the adaptable” as a rule. Thus it is the wise who begin to assist themselves through choice to assist Nature in surviving by carefully deciding what foods and other products are allowed into and on their body, and further, what programming is allowed into their awareness. Almost all media is programmed contrary to the highest and best good of those who regularly expose themselves to it. It does help to be aware of its purpose and decide to take from it only that which serves the highest and best good. It is wise to remember that too much media input overwhelms even the most adept at choosing what serves and does not serve them. Media includes music as well as spoken and pictured presentations."


In 2010 I wrote the following (email) to some misrepresenting representatives in response to their attempts to take away the basic freedoms of the inhabitants of this planet.  I was pondering sending the email to police departments across the country.  One morning just as I was waking, my ET guide came to me and said, "Send it.  I'll protect you."  I decided to send it.  I was very happy to do so.  Here's what I wrote

A Christmas Carol/The Day the Earth Stood Still

This is from an email I sent in 2010 to politicians. (I had to do something to stop the madness.)


(sent in email 2010. this is NOT the truth. People have spirit which is eternal, given by Creation. I sent this to politicians; I had to do something to stop the madness. this was the knowledge I had at the time.)

To those who's aim is getting rid of the basic freedoms of the inhabitants of this planet, may you have millions of lifetimes before you receive another chance at the human birth. Like attracts like, what you give is what you get. Your goal of the imprisonment and enslavement of this planet and Her inhabitants warrants the imprisonment of your own souls, starting with worms and maggots and all the insects and plants you have extinguished from this beautiful planet and the fish in the sea. I am here to ensure that justice will be done. Justice will be no matter how much you strive otherwise. I have no fight with anyone on this planet.

The biggest abusers of this, our home base are the military, oil companies, drug and chemical companies, propaganda machines, banksters and their bought and paid for governments and those nefarious secret
governments that confiscate inventions in the name of "National Security".

"Shall any fragments be destroyed? All fragments of the Creator's awareness must be accounted for. Those aspects that have chosen to experience extreme imbalance are put into a space that is something like exile. It is not a burning hell as used to frighten you into submission, but a space of separation to consider and to contemplate. Beyond knowing that this experience exists, it is unnecessary to know more for it is between those and their own inner Spirit. " pg 66

"All fragments must return to the Source from which they were focused (projected) in order for that Source to remain in the balance of wholeness. That is not to say that those that have perpetrated this distorted  experience to the extreme will not have some interesting educational experiences, for certainly they shall. Your perception of time does not allow you to contemplate such a process, so do not attempt to do so." pg 81

"A polarity always exists within the format of this ever-present energy, however it does not have to be present in the format of what you perceive as evil, dark forces. That opposite polarity is another subject. What you must understand is that what appears to be the opposite polarity in the experience of planet Earth is an aberration, a distorted use of this polarity in energy. It is the exception, not the norm." pg 83 
Handbook for the New Paradigm

"If mankind, male and female is to transcend this seemingly endless chasing of its tail through generations of suffering, then
it must stop creating victims and being victims. It must grasp and understand that its purpose is the veneration, education and
development of the awareness of its connection to its source, the tiny computer chip, the segment of creation itself that is their self
awareness! The I AM that I AM awareness that is who and what each and every human being is, whether male or female, black,
white, red, yellow or brown, earthling or alien. This awareness comes into “beingness” and through recurring experience quickly
or slowly learns what it is taught, but not how to return from whence it came fulfilled. It is influenced totally by the parenting
it receives through out its numerous experiences not only by others, but most importantly of all by itself. It accepts or rejects its
opportunities to harmonize with its source and to extend that (pg 30) expansive energy into its choices of experience through attitudes
and decisions.

Embracing the Rainbow

It is not a simplistic process and thus cycles of experience are supplied over long periods to provide this process. To grasp the
understanding that each is an individual extension of wholeness, likened to a cell within a body, in which all are individual yet part
of a focused wholeness within a greater wholeness is an imperative. Just as within the human body, if cells attack and destroy
the essential organs, the body cannot survive. Humanity must understand that it can no longer continue to destroy its own
without destroying the wholeness that contains it. It must stop destroying the planet that nurtures it as well as each other.
Repeating the same destructive patterns without transcending them is causing the sustaining planet, solar system and galaxy disease,
imbalance and disharmony. The creator focus of this galaxy has the choice of helping this happen for all that are willing to
accept this help and putting all those who purposefully refuse in a holding space so that the cooperative are no longer held back
by the uncooperative. It is as simple as that and mankind is now facing this choice.

Teachers will not be put in a position to again become martyred victims for the purposes of those who are addicted to control
and exploitation of their fellow humans. This will be a grass roots movement and will spread among the willing people who
will grasp the understanding of who and what they are and change their consciousness accordingly. These will then spread
the understanding among themselves and become their own teachers. The messages will be short and simple and each will
apply them in their own way or not. Each will assume responsibility and will spread the teaching to all that are willing to accept
and allow those who choose otherwise to go their own way. The (pg 31) time of self-awareness and personal responsibility that will allow
the transcendence of this hopeless situation into a new paradigm of experience is now or the holding space is prepared and awaiting.
It is opportunity or threat as your attitude determines." pg 32
Embracing the Rainbow

Subversive Groups (in USA)

"You are now at the critical place in the script. It is time to write in the shift of momentum from the bad guys to the hero so
that he can experience that unexpected twist of the story line that allows for his harrowing escape leaving the bad guys holding the
bag. Let us hope that this is not a Superman or secret agent adventure in which again there is no end to the bad guy and
another adventure between them is waiting in the wings. You have already experienced those scripts. Again you have missed the
point of the movies. Do you feel that sense of satisfaction of evil vanquished when you leave that genre of movie? That is the point
of it. To always leave you with the idea that evil remains no matter what you do. Were not your experiences in Korea, Vietnam
and Desert Storm outward depictions of this same frustrating movie? All wars have this same result; it has just not been part of
the plan until recently to flaunt it so plainly for you to see. Your ability to discern and react is being tested over and over. Why else
would items of what is being “sanctioned” (withheld) from innocent people in Iraq be published in your newspapers. What do
these items for personal use of individual innocent people have to do with the prevention of war preparations? These lists were published worldwide. How do you think the people, who uphold (pg 16) their degenerate president who is instigating this, are thought of by the rest of the world? A new movie genre is being released now. In these your people are being held accountable. These depict surges of justifiable retribution (terrorism) and are being planted in the minds of those of other countries. Their ideal of America as the Light of the world is being destroyed by your diplomacy of arrogance toward other countries’ right of self-determination. These punishments are seen as appropriate by them for they are unable to resist this injustice on a larger scale. The disturbances used as
excuses to interfere within the borders of other countries are made to give the appearance that there is a necessity to intervene for the
good of the citizens. These contrived situations are a hoax, created by subversive groups like the CIA. The resultant aftermath of your
American intervention is hardly what you are told it is. Guilt at having been used as a tool will not serve to end this charade. Do
not waste your time on it. Resolve to be a part of the solution in order that this error in perception may be rectified.

The wakeup call is being sounded and the internal intuitional agitation to shed the skin of this deceptive controlled experience
has begun in earnest. The time of choosing to move with the flow of Creation or to remain stuck within the hoax is upon all of
humanity. Education, as it is known, is not an advantage. It is within each self-awareness that this process will take place. All are
equal in opportunity in this process. Believe that! Purity of response outweighs educational degrees. Those who know the
least of what is going on will hear first. You have been educated into the deception that provides the grease upon the wheels of
their plans. You have been fooled into supporting them as they carried forth their plans that so far have been focused upon the
uneducated and those unable to oppose the power you are giving the manifested evil ones through consent by believing their lies. pg 17
Handbook for the New Paradigm

Military Aggression, "Indoctrination"

​Listening to the media reports of the situation in the “world at large” each is given the impression that ominous events portend
the future and nothing of great danger is eminent at the center of “democracy’s bastions.” Only distant areas of ethnic unrest
are subject to volatile situations of violence. These areas are chosen to exploit because there are few people to people connections
between the people of the USA and people in those countries. Yet through military “assistance” the USA is involved to a far
greater degree than any of the other members of the UN coalition. With your approval of these acts by default, the perceived
image of the USA has been transformed in the eyes of the world from the home of the brave and free to that of the home of the
dark avenger, satan. All this has taken place in a gradual transition that has been and continues to be purposely apparent in all
areas of the world but in the USA. Those caught up in the (pg 24) aggression and those in the watching world assume that this transition
has your full and complete approval. Understanding that communication as it now exists was birthed in the affluent USA, it is then assumed that surely its citizens are fully informed and therefore are the impetus of the transition into this aggressive
mode. It is incomprehensible to those in the rest of the world that these citizens are as a whole unaware that the aggressive acts are
anything but benevolent “help” for there is little if any frame of reference for what those in war torn areas are suffering.

Where are the stories of the military personnel that return home who could confirm this claim? Each sees but a small segment
of the whole picture. Indoctrination and mind control within the military is far more sophisticated than is possible with
the general public. After discharge from the military services and a period of time away from these practices many of those
involved begin to disassociate from the mind control effects and find themselves mentally and emotionally unstable. Help, other
than drugs, to sort out the indoctrinated “suggestions” from the actual experiences is unavailable through government agencies
and many are unable to function in the civilian world. They are left with the choice to either rejoin the military or cope in what
ever way they can. Few if any have the finances or are able to find outside psychiatric help that comprehends the basis of their
dilemmas. The programming of your beloved children is carefully designed to fit the categories of the future roles they will
play in these armed intrigues of aggression.

When we compare the overall understanding of this situation as a play, it is appropriate. Though it is presented as if there were
unbalanced authors writing scenarios to be deliberately acted out, there is more truth involved than can be imagined! Presenting
this information to you, it seems to come forth in a melodra- (pg 25) matic tone and the immediate reaction is to refuse to consider
that such massive delusion could be perpetrated on so many million people. Human nature is well known. Your reactions and
beliefs are fully understood. Nothing has been left to chance in this well planned game of illusion for the purpose of delusion.

Embracing the Rainbow

Virtual Reality Games

There is only one race on this planet, the human race. The varieties in appearance and belief systems are “no things.” The extraterrestrials are visitors who have no desire to live here, only to enjoy the adventure of continuing your enslavement. They are fully aware (pg 132) that the planet cannot long endure the over population that they have encouraged so that they could play at their war games and perfect their tools of annihilation. To them humanity and earth are like the virtual reality games your children in large and small bodies’ play. It is long past time to wake up and grow up into your responsibility to end their game. Welcome to the real world that now surrounds you and is about to overwhelm you unless you act now.

Earth (self-proclaimed) Colonizers

"This brings forth the previous mention of an extraterrestrial group that are not only assisting the group planning enslavement,
but in actuality carry great anger toward this planet. These beings attempted to take over this planet not long after humanity
was marooned on it. Not comprehending the warlike genetic alteration, even though they had superior weaponry and control
technologies, humanity repulsed them. Retribution has been planned since that long ago time. The control and enslavement
plan has been theirs from the beginning. That they come and go and confer with the hierarchy of the planners is kept secret, thus
you have secret societies within secret societies. Eternity is a long sequential time, and so they have slowly and carefully laid their
plans over many, many years in your counting. The planetary awareness of this presence, which could not be totally hidden, has
been translated into “satan or the devil” and thus the tool of fear has been implanted and personified so that you hold it in your
consciousness and resist it in a non-reality mode. Those that have been influenced into being the stooges in this long-standing
plan reflect the consciousness of those they consider benefactors and they in turn are attracted by the victim stance and consciousness
of the rest of humanity. They have not fathomed the plan that is behind the one they are being guided to perpetrate
on their fellow humans. If the total plan is allowed by humanity to be completed, the planet may or may not be habitable. Those
particular extraterrestrials do not care, so long as they are able to achieve their revenge. Indeed, they are farther out of balance
than earth. There is much to be accomplished in the scenario that is playing itself out in these pivotal days that are upon earth
and all her inhabitants."
pg 57
Embracing the Rainbow

The Endorsement

A Paranormal Story

Listening to Coast To Coast AM I pondered, "I wonder if I have any spirit guides?"  An indeterminate amount of time went by and at a magical moment there they were, 3 guides.  It wasn't a shock.  It was like, "Oh, they're right here."  Like I was comfortable with them.  "Okay."  These three guides were blue man, light lady and ET guide. The blue man and light lady didn't talk to me, theirs was a presence.  Mostly the blue man.  He would hang around me during certain circumstances until finally I would equate the circumstance and have the "Oh Yeah!" and get the message what he was telling me. The light lady I mostly knew to be there.... somewhere.  Mysterious describes the light lady. The ET guide was a different story.  He was with me regularly and would send me messages.  These 3 guides were present in my consciousness starting 2009, somewhat magically appearing after wondering if I had any guides.

(Proof of this paranormal story is here too.)

In 2009 I was thinking, "Maybe I should name my ET guide."  A name came to mind, Mawgtoo.  Well, that didn't appeal to me too much so I said, "No, I don't like that name. I'll just call him ET guide."

I went to Peet's coffee shop regularly during that time.  Peet's gave access codes on a slip of paper for internet access.  You'd buy something and they would give you a 4 character code good for 2 hours of internet use.  I'd play with the codes and sometimes (oftentimes) I got messages.  It was quite amazing.

To give you an example I had a Sikh name, but I also had my birth name. At a time I had split away from the Sikhs but was still going by the ashram for the noon meals they would serve.  I was wondering what's my status with the Sikh's.  My birth name is RW Purvine.  (later I learned the original family name is Purviance).  So with this mini dilema of "What's my involvement with the Sikh's?" I got an access code from Peets:


One time in about 2010 I got an access code:  


(ET's 2K years ago.)  all three of my guides are ET's: the blue man, light lady and ET guide.  The main one I communicate with regularly I call my ET guide because he looks like an ET, short with a large head. 

My dad died on Dec 9th 2011.  When he died he in spirit apologized for 2 weeks for being such a sleeze.  The night I heard about my dad dying, a friend of my mom and dad's also came to me and kept telling me, "You're special."  I thought well, am I like a special needs person or what are you saying?  Quite often until I fell asleep he mentioned once in a while, "You're special."  Okay, thanks. 

2 months goes by and my ET guide is with me, in front of me.  My dad presents himself by whispering (in a thought kind of way) in my left ear about my ET guide, "Pay attention to this guy.  They don't get any bigger than this."  Wow.  Okay, thanks.

One day in 2012 at Peets I spent the whole day there.  I didn't know I was going to spend the whole day at Peets but it turned out that way.  Whoever was giving me the access codes knew I was going to spend the whole day there.  I have no doubt about that.  The first access code I got was


Oh, ET HE.  They want me to think of my ET guide.  (It also says THE ET)

So 2 hours goes by and I need a new access code for more internet access.  Here's the 2nd access code I got for the day


I said to myself, "Wow!  That's the name that came to mind when I was thinking of a name for my ET guide 4 years earlier,  Mawgtoo."  I had forgot about that name until this code reminded me again. I pondered it for a bit and said to myself, "I'm still not real comfortable with that name.  I'll just call him ET Guide."  So 2 more hours goes by and I get the 3rd and final access code for the day


"His name is zyac.  I like that name.  Sounds good.  zyac"

So my ET guide's name who my dad says, "Pay attention to this guy.  They don't get any bigger than this." is ZYAC.

ZY (the omega)
AC (the alpha)

A guest on Coast to Coast AM later mentioned the end of the old age is the omega (the ending) and now we are going into the golden age, the alpha (the beginning.)

Zyac: whY AC    (AC = alternating current)

"The messages contained in this, the third book of messages,
are a continuation of information provided for the
transition of the hearts and minds of those of humanity that
are willing to be a catalyst for change. It is an undeniable
truth that the current pattern of use and abuse of the planetary
resources will lead to the end of its ability to sustain life
forms. The human body and awareness are being deliberately
overwhelmed physically, psychologically and magnetically.
The majority of humanity fails to understand that unseen
forces surrounding them are affecting their ability to survive.
These are hidden within the “modern” conveniences powered
by alternating electrical current; through radio, television,
and many other low frequency emanations that now
alter the individual’s and the planet’s magnetic fields to an
unimaginable degree."

Was I someone of prominance 2K years ago with the initials JC?  At this point I don't remember it.  Perhaps you would like to know my thoughts on things.

Are all Jews Zionists (for Israel?)

25:3  "The Judeans trespass against life and truth, and they built this city on

the blood of people; but these people are divided into Israelites who

call themselves sons and daughters of Zion, to whom I am not close

and who want to kill me, and into Judeans, who are misled believers

of their sect, and to whom I bring the teachings of truth, as I do to all

human races.

25:4  "The Israelites have plundered this land through rapaciousness and

murder, they have killed their friends with whom they had drunk

wine, and they have deceived and misled their fellow-believers of the

Judean sect, who are actually Israelites but only followers of a sect.

25:5  "Thus the Israelites betrayed their own friends and murdered them

because of their greed, but it will likewise happen to them on the part

of the rightful owners of this land whom they have deprived of their

rights and subjugated since ancient times."

30:6  When he was miserable and bleeding, Caiaphas, the high priest,

asked, "What are you going to do now, great king of wisdom?"

30:7  But Jmmanuel was quitet, saying not a word.

30:8  They hit him again on the head, and he sighed in pain and started to

speak:  "As it is written in the old prophets, that I am the king of wis-

dom of the Judeans, it hits the truth; so I am the true prophet of all

human races on earth; but in all truth I am not the prophet of those

confused Israelites who call themselves sons and daughters of Zion.

30:9  "Truly, I say to you, if you beat and mock me, you shall be beaten and

mocked by those whom you, since ancient times, have enslaved and

whose land you and your forefathers have plundered.

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I recommend, if its got your name on it, check your website content frequently. 

False teachings destroy the planet and keep humanity from progress/fulfillment.


David Irving: The archival historian, who speaks and reads German, expert on Nazi's and the 3rd Reich. Buy his books. You can see by his videos that his books must be good reading.  Archival Historian attacked by "the traditional enemies of truth", speaks true archival history,

- David Irving and University of Alabama

- David Irving: "Churchil's War"

Doctor Tony Martin (professor, expert on Black History) attacked,

by organized "enemies of truth"

"about the
control of what you call god."


A couple major religions on this planet, at least two, claim the human birth is very difficult to obtain, even once you have the human birth, they are saying it is difficult to keep having the human birth in future lives.

Regarding those religions, this is the truth:

35:39  "There will be no sect which preaches truth, knowledge and wisdom.

35:40  "It will be two times a thousand years before the time comes when

            my teaching will be preached anew, without being falsified, when the

            condition of false teachings and sects, the lies, cheating and deceit of

            the conjurers of the dead and spirits, the soothsayers and clairvoyants

            as well as the charlatans will be at their peak.

Certain false sects (religions) believe or threaten that your spirit (self-awareness) is somehow going to be stripped away from you (if you don't do what they say, basically.)

Perpetrators of false teachings are stifling their own progress.

Jesus and the Jesuits

I played soccer in high school.  Our team was ranked probably somewhere in the middle lower region of soccer teams for the state.  One day we played a Catholic boys school called the Jesuits.  The Jesuits were ranked 3rd from the top in the whole state.

My position on the soccer team was left wing.  During that particular game my senior year in high school,  I kicked 4 corner kicks.  A corner kick is where the ball is kicked from the corner near the opponents goal.  Usually on a corner kick the ball is lofted up in front of the goal with the intent of your team mates kicking or heading the ball into the goal.  On rare occasions the ball can be curved into the goal by the corner kicker.  And that's exactly what happened!  I kicked 4 corner kicks and each of those 4 corner kicks curved right in the Jesuit's goal.  It just curved right in, 4 times.  It amazed me!  I don't know how I did it.  Actually I do; I have 3 upper dimensional team members, 3 plus me is 4.

The symbology of this is important.  The Jesuits are the military arm of the Catholic church which is Zionist. Jesuits are marrano Jews, at least run by marrano Jews, founded by a marrano jew.

"Jesuit" means "Jesus". Ignatius del Loyola was a marrano or Sephardic Jew. Ignatius del Loyola founded the Jesuit Order.

The Faith of Peter

18:17  Jmmanuel came into the area of Caesarea Philippi and asked his dis-

sciples, "Who do the people say that I am?"

18:18  They said, "Some say that you are John the Baptist, others that you

are Elijah and others again that you are Jeremiah or one of the old


18:19  And he said to them, "But who do you say that I am?"

18:20  Simon Peter answered, "You are the prophesied Messiah and a son of

the living god who is the spiritual ruler of three human races."

18:21  Jmmanuel became angry and answered him, "Oh you unfortunate

one, my teaching has not revealed that to you, because I instructed

you in the truth.

18:22  "and I also tell you:  You certainly are a faithful disciple, but your

understanding must be compared to that of a child.

18:23  "You are Peter, and I cannot build my teachings on your rock. You

will open the portals of ignorance, so that people will be overcome by

your false interpretation of my teaching and will follow it and live

according to falsified teachings.

18:24  "I cannot give yoiu the key of the spiritual kingdom, otherwise you

would open false locks and wrong portals with it.

18:25  "I am not the son of the spiritual ruler of three human races and there-

fore not the son of god, and so only Creation governs the spirit, but

never a human being; therefore remove yourself from this erroneous

teaching and learn the truth.

18:26  "My mohter is Mary who conceived me through a guardian angel, a

descendant of our ancestors from out of space, and my earthly father

is Joseph who only acts as a father substitute."

18:27  He threatened his disciples never to tell or wrongly assume such

things and not to spread the false teaching of Peter.

A month later:

"It is important at this point to discuss the capitalization of
various words in this text. It is intended that this material be as
free of religious connotations as possible. Current and past expe-
riences with priestly manipulation and control cause immediate
shut down or distortion of understanding information that con-
tains these references because of the misinformation about the
control of what you call god. We can assure you that the creator
could care less if you honor him by capitalizing all references to
him. He is much more interested in whether or not you harmo-
nize within the outflow of his creative focus. There is a problem
because the very words you choose to indicate awareness of this
flow of energy engender reactive feelings. This cannot be helped,
so it is best to at least do away with all the capitals. It is one trig-
ger that is best left inactive." 

pg 115 Handbook for the New Paradigm

I couldn't handle anymore, so I went home.  Next day:

Previously in Chapter 18